Feeling super frustrated about celibacy and controlling my thoughts
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Wilson Grant Fisk
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Seriously OP, it is timed you got banned for your trolling.
Your numerous bullshit threads create negativity and are a distraction.
Also why did you need an Attorney, your Magic should have sorted your legal problems:
Why do you need glasses? Magic not work on eye trouble?
http://www.blackhatworld.com/blackh...me-getting-glasses-24-everything-hd-baby.html
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Your numerous bullshit threads create negativity and are a distraction.
Also why did you need an Attorney, your Magic should have sorted your legal problems:
Why do you need glasses? Magic not work on eye trouble?
http://www.blackhatworld.com/blackh...me-getting-glasses-24-everything-hd-baby.html
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wtf pewep are you this sexy guy with the glasses??? OMG i can't resist I wanna lock you forever in my basement and...
shanna_doll
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Why you want to learn how to levitate a fridge, when you can pay people $10 a hour to carry it around for as much as you want.
JuggernautJukey
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No offence to you OP, but you are going to choose some hippy spiritual nonsense, over a basic, primal instinct? .. I can promise you there are more benefits to busting a nut, than there is to saving it.
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Pewep what according to you a exact meaning of Brahmin .
lucasbraydon
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Pewep I support you all the way...don't listen to all the haters on BHW!!
These BHW haters should be your motivators, use them to fuel your drive to save your semen.
I couldn't live with myself if I advised you to procreate.
These BHW haters should be your motivators, use them to fuel your drive to save your semen.
I couldn't live with myself if I advised you to procreate.
VincentVega
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1. I'm a bit shocked that some people want to ban pewep just because he has a different philosophy of life. Not cool, guys.
2. I don't know if pewep is just a wannabe transcedental guy who writes bullshit here or if he's real about what he says, but I assume the second.
3. I understand what you're trying. Orgasming = release of sexual tension, sexual tension = sexual energy, sexual energy = orgone. Everybody who knows about orgone knows what can be done with it.
Personally, I wouldn't advise you to put yourself in celibacy just for some more "power". For what you want to achieve, yeah, it's maybe necessary. So you need to evaluate for yourself what you want and need. We can't give you any tips here.
4. I don't think that this is the right place for you to share this kind of journey. No offense to the members of BHW, but finding people who are open to the stuff you're into is pretty difficult, no matter where.
So I wish you the best on your journey pewep. Don't let anybody tell you what you can do and what not.
2. I don't know if pewep is just a wannabe transcedental guy who writes bullshit here or if he's real about what he says, but I assume the second.
3. I understand what you're trying. Orgasming = release of sexual tension, sexual tension = sexual energy, sexual energy = orgone. Everybody who knows about orgone knows what can be done with it.
Personally, I wouldn't advise you to put yourself in celibacy just for some more "power". For what you want to achieve, yeah, it's maybe necessary. So you need to evaluate for yourself what you want and need. We can't give you any tips here.
4. I don't think that this is the right place for you to share this kind of journey. No offense to the members of BHW, but finding people who are open to the stuff you're into is pretty difficult, no matter where.
So I wish you the best on your journey pewep. Don't let anybody tell you what you can do and what not.
srb888
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Heard of living like an oil drop on water? 
It's not losing the sperm but the losing of contact with the "param (param = ultimate -- in Sanskrit language)" that makes you lose your spiritual growth -- that too only for a while. It's not losing the semen once in a while, but losing the seeing me at all times (the atma-tattva in Sanskrit language -- Google both: Param-tattva, and Atma-tattva) feeling that stagnates your spiritual position. Never losing the sight on the purest form of the inner self, even during the sexual activity (performed once in a while) will be the test of tests for a person who hasn't achieved the supreme stage.
If you begin losing your spiritual growth just because you've ejaculated once in a while, then you, or no one else would move one step forward on this very easy, very beautiful, and a very definite path to self-realization!
Get off those shackles of the mind,
and enjoy the walk
irrespective of those debilitating moments,
and you've won
the key to the infinite joys of the true freedom!
A woman is not made to make you lose your spirituality, but to help you both build it -- together. It's when you think that she or her figure is evil for you, is when you lose your spirituality and purity, and need to go back to square one. It's the thoughts that you need to watch and keep out, not the figures of god's creatures.
Do you think that only men, and that too who have 110% won over their instincts, sexual the most, can go to heaven? lol. No!!! It's those, men and women and others, who aren't losing the knowledge of the great oneness while still being away from it, enjoys the heaven in heaven, and the heaven on earth! It's only the words of men, some sages including, who have put those barriers and rules on paper. It's not said by the supreme being who never leaves you even for one moment, especially if you keep crying out for him all the time but have a momentary loss of vision once in a while! Don't worry, and don't make the rules tie you down...
The devil's play-field isn't those small nuts, lol, it's the bigger nut -- the ever fallible and the self-doubting oneself!
HTH
It's not losing the sperm but the losing of contact with the "param (param = ultimate -- in Sanskrit language)" that makes you lose your spiritual growth -- that too only for a while. It's not losing the semen once in a while, but losing the seeing me at all times (the atma-tattva in Sanskrit language -- Google both: Param-tattva, and Atma-tattva) feeling that stagnates your spiritual position. Never losing the sight on the purest form of the inner self, even during the sexual activity (performed once in a while) will be the test of tests for a person who hasn't achieved the supreme stage.
If you begin losing your spiritual growth just because you've ejaculated once in a while, then you, or no one else would move one step forward on this very easy, very beautiful, and a very definite path to self-realization!
Get off those shackles of the mind,
and enjoy the walk
irrespective of those debilitating moments,
and you've won
the key to the infinite joys of the true freedom!
A woman is not made to make you lose your spirituality, but to help you both build it -- together. It's when you think that she or her figure is evil for you, is when you lose your spirituality and purity, and need to go back to square one. It's the thoughts that you need to watch and keep out, not the figures of god's creatures.
Do you think that only men, and that too who have 110% won over their instincts, sexual the most, can go to heaven? lol. No!!! It's those, men and women and others, who aren't losing the knowledge of the great oneness while still being away from it, enjoys the heaven in heaven, and the heaven on earth! It's only the words of men, some sages including, who have put those barriers and rules on paper. It's not said by the supreme being who never leaves you even for one moment, especially if you keep crying out for him all the time but have a momentary loss of vision once in a while! Don't worry, and don't make the rules tie you down...
The devil's play-field isn't those small nuts, lol, it's the bigger nut -- the ever fallible and the self-doubting oneself!
HTH
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howard_hughes
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Doesnt matter if you rub it or not, it's gonna come out!
lucasbraydon
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That's how Pewep was born, he was a figment of a lucid wet dream.
Hope this helps.....
It would be great for him if that silly woman was not in the way.
callmeparks
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Pewep, don't let anyone deter you from your spiritual journey. Now while I don't fully understand why you're doing what you're doing, whatever higher power you believe in placed your vision inside of you for a purpose... To answer your question though, there is nothing that you can really do to make you not want to have sex for 13 years. The reason that you have a hard time not "objectifying" women, as you used it, is because it's natural for you to look at women this way. You're naturally attracted to females and biologically, you're gonna want to have sex with them. You, as a human being, are hardwired for desire. You're hardwired for pleasure. These are the things that you were bred to take part of. My advice to you is to not go 13 years without sex. You don't want to be in your latter 30's experiencing sex for the 1st time. 1, because you're in your prime in your 20s, and 2, you'll be wayyy to under experienced for a woman in your age group. Also, I made my guy wait about 7 months for sex and he ended up having a wet dream. A grown man having a wet dream because his desires overtook him. This is something that you have to think about. Your body may tell you you need sex even if your mind tries to resist it. This is apparent in the situation you mentioned above.
If this is something that you really want to do and believe in, then do it. But don't miss out on 1 of the best things in life because you want to levitate. I'm speaking subjectively though, to each their own. May you find the tools to help you endure your journey. I hope that you find your way if this is truly a desire of yours. Best of luck!
If this is something that you really want to do and believe in, then do it. But don't miss out on 1 of the best things in life because you want to levitate. I'm speaking subjectively though, to each their own. May you find the tools to help you endure your journey. I hope that you find your way if this is truly a desire of yours. Best of luck!
He lasted 7 months?! I think you have found a keeper! Maybe I need to learn some of this self control from Pewep lol.
whiteblackseo
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Please help Pewep by posting more GIFS...
callmeparks
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Well there was oral here and there lol.
crackarama
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Id love to get you signed up on a sex cam site with 20% revshare for the time the inevitable happens haha
JuggernautJukey
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Im just curious as to why? For me personally, i wouldnt deprive myself of one of the greatest pleasures, even if it GUARANTEED more success.
If its more success you are looking for, celibacy isnt going to make a difference. You think the most sucessful people dont bust nuts? Id bet my money on them busting by the hour .. At least I would if i was rich and successful haha
If its more success you are looking for, celibacy isnt going to make a difference. You think the most sucessful people dont bust nuts? Id bet my money on them busting by the hour .. At least I would if i was rich and successful haha
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