EliteCreator
Newbie
- Jan 1, 2015
- 32
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Alright, I know the title sounds negative so I will discuss why I am quitting before I get into what I plan on doing next...
Basically, since I was a little kid I was trying to build websites, usually for my Pokemon or Dragonball Z obsession.. when I was 12 I used freewebs.com (before webs.com, I hope some of ya'll remember it) to build sites and since then I just fell in love with creating something. When MySpace came out I learned Photoshop and CSS so I can code templates for local musicians and anyone who wanted one.. shortly after, in 2009, I started my first WP website. It made Adsense money and I even interviewed well-known musicians in my state, it was exciting for me regardless of how much money it made.
I kept learning.. html, css, css3, html5, php, javascript, jquery, bootstrap and I am still improving and learning new skills like AngularJS and NodeJS. I quit my day job in jan of 2013 and been freelancing full-time ever since.. every day I have freelanced has been a struggle. Maybe I had a few amazing months here and there, but I knew it wouldn't last long and it didn't. I kept positive and worked my ass off to get clients and offer them the best deal.. all for what? I am broke, living in a hotel that's eating up all my cash, and I might go homeless any day now.
Got long-term clients but it seems like no one's every in a hurry to pay you on time so I am always behind and everyone around me probably thinks I am a loser. I have learned skills that are supposed to be future-proof and guarantee a good career but instead I am a broke loser. How did this happen? I blame myself! I am somewhat negative today but this is bottled up from years of keeping positive even in the toughest situations.
What will I do next?
IDK! What would you do with my skills? I can't get a web design job in my area because there are none. I hate to get a regular job because I am only worth minimum wage when it comes to regular jobs. In the tech industry and web design I always felt like I had a chance to make REAL money. I know SEO real well and affiliate marketing, but never had much success with it..
I thought about CrakR as a source of income as I saw some impressive earnings from members on here, but IDK, that industry isn't really something I can talk to people about nd I would have to lie about where I got my money.. idk.
Advice from a successful web designer would be nice..
..and I am talking about someone who has been successful for a long-time, not a month or two. I've had success for a month (over $6k) and it got to my head and I thought I made it. but in reality, I didn't.
I want to keep this open and I'll make another post tonight when I think about where I want to go from here, as I am still unsure.. please share your ideas with me people, I need some help for real!
Basically, since I was a little kid I was trying to build websites, usually for my Pokemon or Dragonball Z obsession.. when I was 12 I used freewebs.com (before webs.com, I hope some of ya'll remember it) to build sites and since then I just fell in love with creating something. When MySpace came out I learned Photoshop and CSS so I can code templates for local musicians and anyone who wanted one.. shortly after, in 2009, I started my first WP website. It made Adsense money and I even interviewed well-known musicians in my state, it was exciting for me regardless of how much money it made.
I kept learning.. html, css, css3, html5, php, javascript, jquery, bootstrap and I am still improving and learning new skills like AngularJS and NodeJS. I quit my day job in jan of 2013 and been freelancing full-time ever since.. every day I have freelanced has been a struggle. Maybe I had a few amazing months here and there, but I knew it wouldn't last long and it didn't. I kept positive and worked my ass off to get clients and offer them the best deal.. all for what? I am broke, living in a hotel that's eating up all my cash, and I might go homeless any day now.
Got long-term clients but it seems like no one's every in a hurry to pay you on time so I am always behind and everyone around me probably thinks I am a loser. I have learned skills that are supposed to be future-proof and guarantee a good career but instead I am a broke loser. How did this happen? I blame myself! I am somewhat negative today but this is bottled up from years of keeping positive even in the toughest situations.
What will I do next?
IDK! What would you do with my skills? I can't get a web design job in my area because there are none. I hate to get a regular job because I am only worth minimum wage when it comes to regular jobs. In the tech industry and web design I always felt like I had a chance to make REAL money. I know SEO real well and affiliate marketing, but never had much success with it..
I thought about CrakR as a source of income as I saw some impressive earnings from members on here, but IDK, that industry isn't really something I can talk to people about nd I would have to lie about where I got my money.. idk.
Advice from a successful web designer would be nice..
..and I am talking about someone who has been successful for a long-time, not a month or two. I've had success for a month (over $6k) and it got to my head and I thought I made it. but in reality, I didn't.
I want to keep this open and I'll make another post tonight when I think about where I want to go from here, as I am still unsure.. please share your ideas with me people, I need some help for real!