patriciange
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- Apr 30, 2025
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Much respect for your growth—turning pain into strength takes real courage. Keep pushing forward
Where did you learn this and at which age? I am seriously asking. I wonder how much you know about the topic.Was bullied all my life. Felt like I had a target on my back. But what I realized was that people who are alienated, abused and or black balled are people who carry “the light”. We were meant to change the world in some small way. Collectively we are a special group of people.
It is more than just personality. Much of it is subconscious or with regards to ones "nature" or the quality of one's character. Some people's atomic vibration is actually just slower or faster, making them physically incompatible with others whose vibrations differ—it is does not make contact impossible or anything like that, however.Do you have a psychological weakness? People usually notice this and try to crush you. If you have a personality that shows other people that you are anxious, people will notice it and try to crush you.
Thank you, man. My life story could make a great movie actually. I got a million stories to tell from my life.Much respect for your growth—turning pain into strength takes real courage. Keep pushing forward
You are truly someone to look up too brother!My life story is so complicated. Here is my life in a nutshell:
0 - 15 years old: big violence and always been bullied by my dad, teachers, school and neighbourhood friends, maybe 5000 violent cases, physically and mentally. I guess these all happened because parents raised me in a wrong way, didn't teach me how to protect myself. But they harmed me a lot instead.
15-20 years old: as a white blonde guy in europe, got into gangsta rap music. 2pac was my idol. Saw myself in him. Hated school lessons. Carried a knife, attacked too many people, beat even teachers sometimes, could not stand unjustice things. Fought with anxiety and depression. But proudly I have never beaten a woman, or a kid, or an animal. My nick name was "Father" in my original language in the society.
20-30 years old: I quit violence, carrying dangerous things. Educated myself online. Learned coding, SEO, watched lots of scientific documentaries. From my attitudes, people and my old friends still call me "father" for some reason and I don't even know why. Even girls call me this.
In my 30s now: I have been through a lot in life. My parents act like they hate me since I was born and I don't see them for the last 6 years. My pain was really so big in life. Am still fighting and my demons are after me since I was born. But we will see what happens and what life holds for us. We have to keep fighting.