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I know this might sound strange, but does anyone else feel a mini heart attack whenever they see an email notification from YouTube? I don’t think it’s normal, but every time I wake up and check my phone, I find myself praying, “God, please, no notification from YouTube.”
Anytime during the day, if I see a Gmail notification, my heart skips a beat , immediately worry that my channel might be suspended or terminated.
I was doing really well on YouTube for a long time, but the moment I joined some YouTube groups where people share their problems, everything changed. Reading about their issues made me feel like I would be next. Since then, I’ve been seeing posts about suspensions and terminations everywhere on Quora, Reddit, Facebook, and other platforms. I have left those groups, still my mind didnt change. I used to be so excited uploading each video and seeing the success of that video.
Even though I keep telling myself, “It’s normal, let it go,” I still can’t shake the feeling. I think I’ve grown too attached to my well grown channels, and the thought of losing them honestly feels like it would give me a real heart attack.
Anytime during the day, if I see a Gmail notification, my heart skips a beat , immediately worry that my channel might be suspended or terminated.
I was doing really well on YouTube for a long time, but the moment I joined some YouTube groups where people share their problems, everything changed. Reading about their issues made me feel like I would be next. Since then, I’ve been seeing posts about suspensions and terminations everywhere on Quora, Reddit, Facebook, and other platforms. I have left those groups, still my mind didnt change. I used to be so excited uploading each video and seeing the success of that video.
Even though I keep telling myself, “It’s normal, let it go,” I still can’t shake the feeling. I think I’ve grown too attached to my well grown channels, and the thought of losing them honestly feels like it would give me a real heart attack.