Can't stand it anymore

[DotMel]

Hi everyone.

I am a BHW member since a few years. Always looking for a good way to make $ - as everyone here I guess. I don't want to share too much details about my boring life, just sick of struggling with depression. I'm doing CPA right now and since a while and the earnings in rollercoaster don't help my state. but the suicidal thoughs are the worst. I'm writing a thread here because I'm too embarassed to tell my family about what I'm going through and they won't understand anyway and they'd tell me to kick my a* and go outside, same for my - few - friends.

I don't know if I'll be there next week because I really can't not stand it anymore.

Just wanted to say thanks to the few cool members I met here, BHW is a great place though

Peace.

 

[kelturon]

Forget about it. Just join our team. Let's kick ass together.

 

[roydan]

Skip your family and friends. Seek professional help immediately. If what you say is true, this is serious. I've been there, you can overcome this. No kidding.

 

[Crixus22]

Dear friend, there are too many wonderful things to discover in life.

You must stay to experience them

 

[sscaz]

Hi everyone.

I am a BHW member since a few years. Always looking for a good way to make $ - as everyone here I guess. I don't want to share too much details about my boring life, just sick of struggling with depression. I'm doing CPA right now and since a while and the earnings in rollercoaster don't help my state. but the suicidal thoughs are the worst. I'm writing a thread here because I'm too embarassed to tell my family about what I'm going through and they won't understand anyway and they'd tell me to kick my a* and go outside, same for my - few - friends.

I don't know if I'll be there next week because I really can't not stand it anymore.

Just wanted to say thanks to the few cool members I met here, BHW is a great place though

Peace.

Work, save up money, invest it, go to gym! gym gym gym! you can't even think about how much gym helped me in my life, it basically became a healthy positive addiction, find a girlfriend, go out and socialize with people, read books, travel, and sometimes go out and travel alone, enjoy nature. You need to make dear people who will be around you.

 

[sscaz]

Work, save up money, invest it, go to gym! gym gym gym! you can't even think about how much gym helped me in my life, it basically became a healthy positive addiction, find a girlfriend, go out and socialize with people, read books, travel, and sometimes go out and travel alone, enjoy nature. You need to make dear people who will be around you.

Try out new stuff and look out for new hobbies also helped me out, trying out new food also had positive effect, trying iffirent style of music as well, starting to eat healthy also helped me a lot, personally playing chess and hearthstone also had great effect on me. Listening to hardstyle is one of best stuff as well:

 

[DotMel]

Skip your family and friends. Seek professional help immediately. If what you say is true, this is serious. I've been there, you can overcome this. No kidding.

Dear friend, there are too many wonderful things to discover in life.

You must stay to experience them

Work, save up money, invest it, go to gym! gym gym gym! you can't even think about how much gym helped me in my life, it basically became a healthy positive addiction, find a girlfriend, go out and socialize with people, read books, travel, and sometimes go out and travel alone, enjoy nature. You need to make dear people who will be around you.

Forget about it. Just join our team. Let's kick ass together.

Thank y'all for your messages.

@kelturon I'd love join your team, if this can bring positive things in my life.

@sscaz Thanks, I'll try to get a BF - I'm a girl - and go to gym, I'm very anxious girl so public spaves give me so much anxiety.

@roydan Can I onvercome this? Right now, this seems so good to be true.

 

[Anticitizen1]

Are gou doing bh CPA like game stuff etc ? I am afraid this is the cause.. i did it in the past and felt really bad , i glad that i stopped it and find another ways to earn online.

 

[Mukiwa]

In my deepest darkest days when I sucked the barrel of a gun I remembered that there is always someone out there who loved me, had faith in me, and wanted me.
My battle scars on my body and my mind slowly healed, but I found people to help.
Today my scars are not reminders of failure, but the reminder that I did not give up.
Open up to those around you - right now - and let them in - to be with you.
We are here.

 

[arsignupar]

Well first money will not make you happier.
Second. This is life and you must accept and live it, even if you don't like it. It's not an option for you to judge if your soul deserve to life this life or not.
Gym, money, Music, Se..x, Family's ( Nothing of this will fix the mental and depression)
You need something else. And i know exactly what it. DM me if you want

 

[atooxi]

Get some help dude good luck

 

[CyberCommander]

Neuroscientists say the best help against depression is to turn off social networks and news sites (negative messages), a lot of sports, a lot of free time in nature, healthy food, a lot of sleep, little stress (simple job) and manual activities with your hands (no computer, tablet, smartphone). Our brain needs to form new synapses which die during depression. It takes at least 6 months to feel the positive changes - good luck my friend

BTW: maybe you should start to learn dance bachata/salsa. The music, sport and hot girls/boys bring your happyness back^^

 

[Crixus22]

I'm a girl - and go to gym, I'm very anxious girl so public spaves give me so much anxiety.

Since you are a girl who goes to the gym did you ever think of trying the online model path?

 

[DotMel]

Since you are a girl who goes to the gym did you ever think of trying the online model path?

Way too shy, haha.

 

[sscaz]

Thank y'all for your messages.

@kelturon I'd love join your team, if this can bring positive things in my life.

@sscaz Thanks, I'll try to get a BF - I'm a girl - and go to gym, I'm very anxious girl so public spaves give me so much anxiety.

@roydan Can I onvercome this? Right now, this seems so good to be true.

It's easy to win against anxiety once you get used to it, you need to leave your comfort zone, only then will you actually start feeling good, check out some guides for girl gym amd ask people in gym actually, since i can guarantee you that in a gym you will find some of the most positive and nice people in your life, gym is like a heaven, it will also help you with stress when you lift weights. I rarely feel depressed but when i do i just know that it just means that something in my life sucks and that i need to change it, thanks God i am born healthy and hopefully you are so too! So if you feel depressed sit and think about what it is that makes you feel depressed? Is it some negative person in life? Stop interacting with them. Loneliness? Referr to what i wrote above. Depression biggest cause in my opinion is actually the food that you eat (It actually has a lot to do with how you feel), lack of sleep, and the way you live. If you truly wish the best for yourself, change things. I felt depressed in my life at most for 20-30 minutes few times, thought about what made me feel so and went to change it. You can do so too!

 

[Willyfish]

Hi everyone.

I am a BHW member since a few years. Always looking for a good way to make $ - as everyone here I guess. I don't want to share too much details about my boring life, just sick of struggling with depression. I'm doing CPA right now and since a while and the earnings in rollercoaster don't help my state. but the suicidal thoughs are the worst. I'm writing a thread here because I'm too embarassed to tell my family about what I'm going through and they won't understand anyway and they'd tell me to kick my a* and go outside, same for my - few - friends.

I don't know if I'll be there next week because I really can't not stand it anymore.

Just wanted to say thanks to the few cool members I met here, BHW is a great place though

Peace.

Take care of your mental health. It's super important.

I just assaulted the poor @Zwielicht verbally due to bad emotional state lately.

The best thing to do is sometimes to do a "social media detox" and cut yourself from the online world a bit and socialise more.

It's crucial, and it's the absolute best thing to do when you have a bad few weeks, it makes it worst if you isolate and stay connected.

Log out and go walk, and go speak to people.

 

[sscaz]

Take care of your mental health. It's super important.

I just assaulted the poor @Zwielicht verbally due to bad emotional state lately.

The best thing to do is sometimes to do a "social media detox" and cut yourself from the online world a bit and socialise more.

It's crucial, and it's the absolute best thing to do when you have a bad few weeks, it makes it worst if you isolate and stay connected.

Log out and go walk, and go speak to people.

Why don't you come to Serbia to speak to me when you are in bad emotional state? (⁠/⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠(⁠^⁠ ⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠/

 

[Willyfish]

Why don't you come to Serbia to speak to me when you are in bad emotional state? (⁠/⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠(⁠^⁠ ⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠/

You are a psychopath, it will not help if 2 devils meet each other

 

[sscaz]

You are a psychopath, it will not help if 2 devils meet each other

And here i was trying to act as a cat fish

 

[SpaceYams]

This game can be torture on your mental health. Please don't be afraid to talk to your loved ones, your friends, randoms on the internet. Help smash the stigma. Tomorrow is always another day. I say this as a wild motherfucker with bipolar 2. My best ideas come when I am hypomanic but sometimes I wonder if it's worth the pain? Being on a rollercoaster with my emotions following suit. Thank goodness spring is here. I can go hiking when I need a break. Best of luck to you. Much love. Stay strong. Persevere!