You know why it's not working for you? That is because of this mentality.
Why on earth would anybody help you? Nobody helped me as well. Nobody helped most of the IMers here. You are on your own when it comes to life, and earning in general. Here's a little advice for you..
SHUT THE FUCK UP, and concentrate on what you are doing. It takes years of practice to get everything right, atleast when it comes to Programming. Trust me, that's my day (and night) job. Just STFU and LEARN!
Also, stop giving foolish excuses. Corona, No Hamburger, bla bla bla... Just STOP! Don't whine, instead try making things work for you (and not against you).
So, you made a porn site. Wow, you must be a genius... lol.