7 years later

[Scorpion Ghost]

We go 7 years back. Im sleeping well dressed and well covered cuz its cold and i dont wanna turn on heating so as to not spend unnecessary money on electricity. Every time i exhale some steam comes out of my mouth. Maybe its not called steam... You know, smoke-like thing...

Today, in about 3 months i should be movong in my 55 2m / $55.000 apartment. I have enough savings to stop working today and give myself $600/mo, and live like that for 5 years without making a cent. The average salary in my country is like $300/mo, just to get some perspective. I got a nice car, about $3.000 worth, and i got a coupla computers and lap tops, about $3.000 worth. I have my business that makes me money every month, and i have a shit ton of digital assets (websites, domains, social pages, emails), which if i decided to sell would probably bank me... I dont know... Lets say at least $10.000+

On the other hand, i have no friends, no social life, my social skills are super suspect, and i havent had sex in like a year. I dont wanna go to a prostitute, and tinder and badoo are not working out for me anymore for some reason. And im getting older, closing 31 in a month.

So... why am i telling you all this? I dont know...

I feel like im almost done. Im secure. My apartment is almost ready, and barring and unpredictable fuck ups, ive secured shelter for myself for life. Yay

But then, like, now what. I dont have the same motivation to work like i once did. I do my work and i go through the motions and everything, but its not the same, im not hungry anymore.

But on the other hand, my existance has been so focused and revolving around money for a very very long time, that i cant really spend any money because im fucking terrified of losing it. Because it goes fast, and shit runs downhill. I can literally have a slow week and i find myself losing the motivation to eat, do anything costly. Its weird.

So i dont know. Just one of those days.

 

[Therealdarkpegasus]

Congratulations and hey , just get laid and everything will be alright.

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

Congratulations and hey , just get laid and everything will be alright.

Yeah, easier said than done. Who should i get laid with?

 

[Walterwhit]

Yeah, easier said than done. Who should i get laid with?

Try meeting real life peoples,you don't have family?

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

Try meeting real life peoples,you don't have family?

Where would i meet them?

I dont have a family. I have some family members. But not in the city where i live now.

 

[Deleted member 923340]

im fucking terrified of losing it

then you haven't made enough of it. :|

But if you think you have made enough, it is time for you to focus on something non-materialistic.
Workout? Travel? Learn a language? Learn to play the guitar? Read?

 

[693840]

I wish apartment pricing was that low in my country, would've instantly bought an apartment then.

 

[SH-M]

Where are you from?

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

then you haven't made enough of it. :|

But if you think you have made enough, it is time for you to focus on something non-materialistic.
Workout? Travel? Learn a language? Learn to play the guitar? Read?

I almost mentioned it in my post that i havent made enough. But then i didnt mention it.

I definitely didnt make enough. I just cant keep going at it all day every day non stop.

Workout is all right, still alone.

Travel, its like, im here. Im here and i go for a walk. Then i come home. Okay? So im here. I go for a travel. Then i come home. And nothing happens

I speak 3 languages fluently. Its enough.

Guitar? Pointless.

I hate reading.

 

[davids355]

Get a hobby. You obs have a very strong focus to achieve things. Put that into developing yourself rather than developing your wallet.

putting work into your self development will increase your self worth, confidence etc and that’s when the chicks will start taking notice of you.

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

I wish apartment pricing was that low in my country, would've instantly bought an apartment then.

Where you from dog?

Where are you from?

Balkans. Central Europe.

Im from a very homogenous country where everybody talks walks and thinks the same xD

 

[Stuffedegg]

Congratulations.

As @davidssaid, get a hobby. Or spend your money on something so you get that drive back. Just remember to keep enough for your roof.

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

Get a hobby. You obs have a very strong focus to achieve things. Put that into developing yourself rather than developing your wallet.

putting work into your self development will increase your self worth, confidence etc and that’s when the chicks will start taking notice of you.

Deveoping my wallet puts that food in my mouth. Getting a hobby seems like it would take that food right out of my mouth.

Yeah thats all fine and dandy, but the confidence and self worth, and even nice cars and flashy shit money can buy, even those only translate into women if you actually have women in your life.

For women you first have to be a member of society. Thats the most important. And im not a member.

I make good money scratching my balls in my underwear. I save money. I dont drink. I dont gamble. I dont do drugs. I handle my business and i do it all by myself, all the way. I dont owe anybody money, and nobody owes me money. I dont owe anybody any favors, and nobody owes me any favors.

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

Congratulations.

As @davidssaid, get a hobby. Or spend your money on something so you get that drive back. Just remember to keep enough for your roof.

Easier said than done.

How do you get a hobby when the only thing you really care about is making money? I also care about fucking but that would be an expensive hobby to have.

Im very open about my love of money. To my surprise that too is a negative with a lot of women. It seems they translate into being materialistic what i translate into.. food and water and a roof over my head.

 

[Cro7]

I think you need a girlfriend, so you can talk with her about everything that crosses your mind. You need to empty your mind of negative thoughts.

Balkans. Central Europe.

Im from a very homogenous country where everybody talks walks and thinks the same xD

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

I think you need a girlfriend, so you can talk with her about everything that crosses your mind. You need to empty your mind of negative thoughts.



Gdje si zemljače? Bosna?

Yeah a girlfriend would be nice i guess. But in truth im very low on the mating scale or whatever you call it. Low value on the sexual marketplace.

Not that im ugly, not that im broke, but that im a lone wolf. I had a girl on tinder straight up tell me she dont wanna talk because she feels uncomfortable with the fact i have no friends.

Its all tribal bullshit. I understand theres strength in number. But i dont wanna stoop that low. I am an individual goddamnit.

Srbija... Dont speak in a foreign language. The other day i got a post removed for saying hello in a different language. I think theres a high ranking mod here that doesnt like me.

 

[Cro7]

Yeah a girlfriend would be nice i guess. But in truth im very low on the mating scale or whatever you call it. Low value on the sexual marketplace.

Not that im ugly, not that im broke, but that im a lone wolf. I had a girl on tinder straight up tell me she dont wanna talk because she feels uncomfortable with the fact i have no friends.

Its all tribal bullshit. I understand theres strength in number. But i dont wanna stoop that low. I am an individual goddamnit.

Srbija... Dont speak in a foreign language. The other day i got a post removed for saying hello in a different language. I think theres a high ranking mod here that doesnt like me.

It doesn't matter who you are, how you look, how rich you are - you need to think good of yourself in every way. I believe that out there are plenty of girls that would be happy to have you. But like in business, you need to go out and search for them, they won't come to you alone. I wish you all the best and I believe you will find happines in term of relationship.

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

It doesn't matter who you are, how you look, how rich you are - you need to think good of yourself in every way. I believe that out there are plenty of girls that would be happy to have you. But like in business, you need to go out and search for them, they won't come to you alone. I wish you all the best and I believe you will find happines in term of relationship.

Thanks man.

Yeah i do need to go out and search. But its just so comfortable here alone. Theres no conflict, fighting, sarcasm, irony, police, arrests, hospitals, judges, prison, egos, dick size measuring, stealing.

Its nice and peaceful and boring here. But out there, there are no guarantees.

 

[BentMo]

When I get fucked with all that, I do manual work...
Building things, sports, something to get closer from my soul..

In the opposite of you, I don't give a sugar about saving money, I love spending my money to get exciting stuffs... Woups

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

When I get fucked with all that, I do manual work...
Building things, sports, something to get closer from my soul..

In the opposite of you, I don't give a sugar about saving money, I love spending my money to get exciting stuffs... Woups

How does that spending money work?

I really dont understand.

I get it for women, because they can always find a man to move in his house and spend his money. I also understand bitch men who end up cozying up to women who provide.

But for the rest, whats the plan? Whats the old age plan? Like, what happens when covid hits and your business burns and instead of having money you have exiting stuffs?

I think people who arent super vigilant with money have a safety net. An inheritance theyll one day get, a sponsor or two, something behind them to allow them to spend what they earn knowing theres no chsnce they end up homeless and starved to death under a bridge somewhere.

And of course theres the group of people who just dont give a fuck and have no backing and nothing coming ever. Those people are just retarded. They either get lucky or you see them begging in the streets sooner or later.