Oh, bud... I can feel your pain... I understand you, we have all been there...
I would not suggest you do something you never did before, like CPA for example, or maybe you have...
Anyway... I would suggest you really try hard finding some real-life job until you feel it's ok to go full-time IM...
Life sucks sometimes, it will hit you in the ass all the time but you have to come back stronger every time also!
Never give up on your dreams!
I can tell you that I went through pure horror in my IM life, lost everything overnight that I was building (2 damn times) for years and years but I'm still here.
Sometimes I would just take some time off to recharge my batteries but I will always come back stronger!
Sometimes you need to do what you need to in order to get to the point where you want to be...
Wish you all the best
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