IG Growth
BANNED - Account Sold by Owner
- Jul 2, 2019
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I will give you a brief summary of what is happening to me, so I will start. I am 16 years old, I live in Venezuela and I am on my way of learning many things that I am passionate about.
But other things that change my lifestyle, such as the economy of my house and what is currently happening in the world, are driving me in a certain way crazy.
I will be more accurate, I love creating electronic music and learning programming things. I have been taking advantage of this time (or so I wanted to do) to be able to study things that maybe will be useful later, mathematics, physics and some programming courses.
But the recurring problem is that every day the electricity goes out for 6 or more hours a day, due to rationing given by the filthy government that is in my country. The economy affects my family (My mother and I) to a point where we do not have a single grain of rice in full quarantine and if to this day I am alive it is by the grace and work of God or anything that runs the world .
So I am forced to deal with Internet jobs, I like working on the internet, but I also want to learn and maybe it is because of my lack of discipline, but time does not pay. And I don't know what to do, it stresses me seeing my home without a grain of rice and my mother selling things or even crying because she doesn't know what we can do.
I have tried in various ways, works on common pages that really pay a pittance regarding the time I can spend, writing articles, editing videos and etc. I have actively sought work on Reddit while trying to improve my skills in those two pillars of my life.
But I have also been affected at the point where I never had a happy adolescence, many shits that happened in my life have left me depressed, perhaps my mother does not realize it, but I really cannot take it anymore and I do not know what to do or what to focus on .
What would you guys recommend? I know it is something, crazy, to seek help online, but sometimes a tip is a bit of encouragement for me, taking advantage of the fact that I have no friends and I do not trust my mom to tell her how I feel or that I do not have a father because he recently abandoned me. Actually, there are many things, I just need some advice.
I understand that there are people worse than me, more than anyone I know, but I, personally, cannot cope with the load that I am carrying.
But other things that change my lifestyle, such as the economy of my house and what is currently happening in the world, are driving me in a certain way crazy.
I will be more accurate, I love creating electronic music and learning programming things. I have been taking advantage of this time (or so I wanted to do) to be able to study things that maybe will be useful later, mathematics, physics and some programming courses.
But the recurring problem is that every day the electricity goes out for 6 or more hours a day, due to rationing given by the filthy government that is in my country. The economy affects my family (My mother and I) to a point where we do not have a single grain of rice in full quarantine and if to this day I am alive it is by the grace and work of God or anything that runs the world .
So I am forced to deal with Internet jobs, I like working on the internet, but I also want to learn and maybe it is because of my lack of discipline, but time does not pay. And I don't know what to do, it stresses me seeing my home without a grain of rice and my mother selling things or even crying because she doesn't know what we can do.
I have tried in various ways, works on common pages that really pay a pittance regarding the time I can spend, writing articles, editing videos and etc. I have actively sought work on Reddit while trying to improve my skills in those two pillars of my life.
But I have also been affected at the point where I never had a happy adolescence, many shits that happened in my life have left me depressed, perhaps my mother does not realize it, but I really cannot take it anymore and I do not know what to do or what to focus on .
What would you guys recommend? I know it is something, crazy, to seek help online, but sometimes a tip is a bit of encouragement for me, taking advantage of the fact that I have no friends and I do not trust my mom to tell her how I feel or that I do not have a father because he recently abandoned me. Actually, there are many things, I just need some advice.
I understand that there are people worse than me, more than anyone I know, but I, personally, cannot cope with the load that I am carrying.
