Mate we are on BHW an internet marketing forum and you talk about being a waiter in the US? If you can't get shit done in where you are right now, then you won't get shit done in the US. This fucking mentally is the problem itself.
Once I lived in Hong Kong and there are so many maids from the Philippines. Most of them are like slaves. One day a woman randomly talked to me on the street and asked me if she could work for me as a maid. I asked her why she even want to be a maid and nothing else. Like a waitress, stewardess or something like this. It seems her intellect was so limited, that she could never even think about this stuff by herself. Totally caught in a very poorly hamster wheel.
Get the fuck out of this hamster wheel OP
No idea where you come from, but seems like a low salary country. I always envy that. Just imagine you are an Indian, Pakistani, Bangladeshi or something else, where the people are earning $200 per month and you can easily make this amount PER DAY. It would be such an easy life. Earning $200 per month doing IM is super easy.