pewep
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- Nov 3, 2008
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Hey bros and sises,
I'm turning 30 in a week and I have been going through a phase where I'm really unsure about the best path forward with business and life in general. There are two very different, distinct paths I could take and I just don't know which way will lead to the greatest long term happiness. I needed guidance, so yesterday I got fed up and just asked my spirit friends for advice before I went to sleep. I asked them to give me a vision, to guide me on the best path forward and that I would pay attention to them.
I had a pretty wild out of body experience. Actually pretty much the wildest I've ever had to date. The standard stuff happened in the beginning (woke up out of my body, was in my room then spontaneously teleported somewhere else).
I found myself in a beautiful, golden field, in a place I didn't recognize. The sun was shining and there was a gentle breeze that calmly swept through the land. I doubt I've ever been there, however for some reason I was searching for something. I knew there was something "there" that I had put long ago and I needed it badly. There were several "people" there (and I use that term very loosely, they hardly appeared human at all) who seemed to know me. I asked them to help me find what I was looking for, and a few of them did. We ended up finding pieces of the machine/object I wanted but it was broken and just not correct in one way or another. They didn't fit together correctly and I was rapidly getting frustrated. One of the people recommended that I talk to...errr..."her" and that she would be to help me. Lol. I knew "her", and I also knew that it should really be a last resort type thing, but I was feeling risky enough so I decided - fuck it - why not lol. Heh....
So, I went back to the place I had appeared first on the field and concentrated on this being (again, for some reason I'm familiar with her). In that golden field, a very strange, very powerful creature appeared before me. She was some kind of serpent goddess. She had snake eyes, sharp fangs, a blackish aura that seemed to radiate from her in waves, and greenish red skin. Actually she was very attractive for a humanoid but it was clear she wasn't someone to fuck with in any sort of way. We didn't even talk for a second, she immediately knew what I was looking for and kind of telekinetically picked me up and started flying with me all over the field. When we reached one particular object my earlier search party had found, I wanted to take the whole thing and look at it again, but she said "No, only the top piece, leave the rest behind". I was kind of confused but wasn't really in a position to argue with her, so I followed her instructions even though I wondered how we were supposed to construct the machine with so many pieces missing. We kept going and amazingly, after a while, the object I wanted came together. It was a key! I was really excited but didn't know what it opened, so I asked her what to do next.
She took me to the basement of a really dark house of some kind. My vision wasn't great there, but I could clearly see in a corner of the room, there was a kind of well. It was very black and had some kind of black smoke/energy coming out of it similar to the kind she had. This was the source of her power. She told me that my key could be used to open an entrance into the well that normally would have prevented anything from going inside. She told me to just let go and fall in, to let the darkness consume me completely. To rise from it and come from it with a greater understanding than before.
LOL, now, obviously I wouldn't do this normally, but I was really curious....and to be honest I just kind of liked her. I liked her swagger, her style, her confidence and her wisdom. I wanted to see where this was going and I kind of trusted her. So I jumped in. I rushed down the well, I felt the energy seeping into every pore of my body and it was extremely frightening...but at some level, kind of exhilarating. After a while I stopped fighting and everything just went totally black.
I was in a complete void. I wasn't even aware that I existed, or that there was anything other than the nothingness, just complete, uniform, uninterrupted non-existence. I lost any sensation of the passage of time, any concept of what I was, could have been, should have been, or would be. After what could have been anything from a second to a month, something arose from that nothingness. It was a fantastic tapestry of all kinds of images, but they seemed to have a coherent pattern. They told a similar story...a story of Death. I saw hundreds..thousands of lives, some great, some small. Some beggars, some gods, all rising from the void, and falling back into the great equalizer of kings and peasants. They seemed so small, so insignificant compared to the great power that they came from. They struggled and spent their all the days of their lives searching for something to fill a hole inside of them that could never be overcome. A voice...her voice...emerged from these visions telling me to remember Death. To celebrate, accept, to live for the void with every breath of my being, because one day it will come for me, and I had better be ready.
I was jolted awake, wondering what...the...fuck had I just seen. I've been thinking about it all day.
I'm turning 30 in a week and I have been going through a phase where I'm really unsure about the best path forward with business and life in general. There are two very different, distinct paths I could take and I just don't know which way will lead to the greatest long term happiness. I needed guidance, so yesterday I got fed up and just asked my spirit friends for advice before I went to sleep. I asked them to give me a vision, to guide me on the best path forward and that I would pay attention to them.
I had a pretty wild out of body experience. Actually pretty much the wildest I've ever had to date. The standard stuff happened in the beginning (woke up out of my body, was in my room then spontaneously teleported somewhere else).
I found myself in a beautiful, golden field, in a place I didn't recognize. The sun was shining and there was a gentle breeze that calmly swept through the land. I doubt I've ever been there, however for some reason I was searching for something. I knew there was something "there" that I had put long ago and I needed it badly. There were several "people" there (and I use that term very loosely, they hardly appeared human at all) who seemed to know me. I asked them to help me find what I was looking for, and a few of them did. We ended up finding pieces of the machine/object I wanted but it was broken and just not correct in one way or another. They didn't fit together correctly and I was rapidly getting frustrated. One of the people recommended that I talk to...errr..."her" and that she would be to help me. Lol. I knew "her", and I also knew that it should really be a last resort type thing, but I was feeling risky enough so I decided - fuck it - why not lol. Heh....
So, I went back to the place I had appeared first on the field and concentrated on this being (again, for some reason I'm familiar with her). In that golden field, a very strange, very powerful creature appeared before me. She was some kind of serpent goddess. She had snake eyes, sharp fangs, a blackish aura that seemed to radiate from her in waves, and greenish red skin. Actually she was very attractive for a humanoid but it was clear she wasn't someone to fuck with in any sort of way. We didn't even talk for a second, she immediately knew what I was looking for and kind of telekinetically picked me up and started flying with me all over the field. When we reached one particular object my earlier search party had found, I wanted to take the whole thing and look at it again, but she said "No, only the top piece, leave the rest behind". I was kind of confused but wasn't really in a position to argue with her, so I followed her instructions even though I wondered how we were supposed to construct the machine with so many pieces missing. We kept going and amazingly, after a while, the object I wanted came together. It was a key! I was really excited but didn't know what it opened, so I asked her what to do next.
She took me to the basement of a really dark house of some kind. My vision wasn't great there, but I could clearly see in a corner of the room, there was a kind of well. It was very black and had some kind of black smoke/energy coming out of it similar to the kind she had. This was the source of her power. She told me that my key could be used to open an entrance into the well that normally would have prevented anything from going inside. She told me to just let go and fall in, to let the darkness consume me completely. To rise from it and come from it with a greater understanding than before.
LOL, now, obviously I wouldn't do this normally, but I was really curious....and to be honest I just kind of liked her. I liked her swagger, her style, her confidence and her wisdom. I wanted to see where this was going and I kind of trusted her. So I jumped in. I rushed down the well, I felt the energy seeping into every pore of my body and it was extremely frightening...but at some level, kind of exhilarating. After a while I stopped fighting and everything just went totally black.
I was in a complete void. I wasn't even aware that I existed, or that there was anything other than the nothingness, just complete, uniform, uninterrupted non-existence. I lost any sensation of the passage of time, any concept of what I was, could have been, should have been, or would be. After what could have been anything from a second to a month, something arose from that nothingness. It was a fantastic tapestry of all kinds of images, but they seemed to have a coherent pattern. They told a similar story...a story of Death. I saw hundreds..thousands of lives, some great, some small. Some beggars, some gods, all rising from the void, and falling back into the great equalizer of kings and peasants. They seemed so small, so insignificant compared to the great power that they came from. They struggled and spent their all the days of their lives searching for something to fill a hole inside of them that could never be overcome. A voice...her voice...emerged from these visions telling me to remember Death. To celebrate, accept, to live for the void with every breath of my being, because one day it will come for me, and I had better be ready.
I was jolted awake, wondering what...the...fuck had I just seen. I've been thinking about it all day.
