"Why are you so desperate?"

Well I'll tell you why I'm "so desperate", I'm so desperate because I love life! I love the idea of working from anywhere with a internet connection. I love the idea of traveling the world. I love the idea of giving back and helping peoples lives. I love the idea of waking up and doing whatever I want. I love the idea of not worrying about losing my job. I love the idea of making a difference. I love the idea of working whenever I want. I love the idea of being my own BOSS. I love the idea of doing things the way I want them done. I love the idea of not being stressed all the time. I love the idea of making something happen, and feeling successful after I get rewarded. I LOVE the idea of being the one who made it. I love the idea of LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST! So if you must know why "I'M SO DESPERATE", I hope that was a good enough answer for you That should be enough

who are you talking to?

Everybody that wants to know exactly why I want to be successful

I am desperate to make money because I want to ensure that someday I will not worry that im running out of money.

I'm speaking for all of us Newbies

No offense, but there are way too many threads lately about how much people want to achive success, how much they want to get rich and all that stuff. Talking about it will get you nowhere. Focus that energy and motivation you have on your work instead, writing about it on a forum won't help you in any way.