What to do?

I gave myself a month to generate income. I've been wasting money on the internet since July and yet to get any money online. I tried a website only to find that it needed more work and redone (found out from a free course that my website was a joke). I decided then to try to readvertise book keeping and typing by going to fiverr and backpage, no luck. I tried elance and odesk, no replys. I tried reading what forums I could the amount of internet bundle I have to see what I could do for free sign up or even free software so far nothing has worked. I think I need to get my head out of the clouds and just give up trying to make money online without money. The money I'm using for the internet bundle could be used to help with our food situation. I read somewhere that person should find a mentor, but nobody mentors these days that I know of. I've tried finding one but never had any luck. I thought I post on a forum of how to make money for free but then I got so mean people posting replies basically saying read the forums. Kenya internet is not U.S. internet, its not reliable plus you are limited with what bundles you buy. I have internet bundle that cost me (can't post how much). This is suppose to last a month but it maybe like the last one where it didn't last a month. I have to use my time on the internet wisely not reading count less hours of forums of how to make money that may or may not work plus may not be free. I needed to cut down my time by having people post replies and see if what they suggest work but after the mean postings I decided to no longer follow. I will keep trying and trying because I don't know what else to do. I can't learn more about internet business and try to get money at the same time because if I do I may just burn up my bundle. I'm basically at the end of my rope with no more hope, motivation and patience. This maybe the last time I'm on blackhat. I tried signing up with swagbucks but it never goes past sign up, it seems stuck on that page. I will give a shot a few more days before giving up. I can't even get myself to redo the website and do what was suggested. If anyone has suggestions that will work just let me know but if you just want to be mean then don't post. I had enough cruel people from my school days I don't want to be reminded of those days again. I'm losing patience with blackhat for they won't let me post everything I like to say.

Friend IM pm'ing you something important to help you on your journey now.

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Trying to make people feel sorry for you is not the way to go about things!

Carry on reading this forum, use google, use the search box on the left. There are many many good guides here on how to setup most kinds of websites from scratch and how to do the seo from scratch as well.

The internet is a tough place, no one gives a shit about anyone else. So quit whining, put on your big boy pants and make somthing happen!!

You are the key to your own success...just never give up, thats the trick! Never Give up!

learn how to solve problems quickly and easily. This should help you sort out your problems.

You make money by creating value, which is something people can't easily find elsewhere. You're in Kenya- why not have a blog with lots of pictures of life in Kenya. People would find that interesting. Never mind the money, try to generate traffic then worry about monetizing later.

Listen, You have tired yes. Have you failed? NO! Not at all, not one bit. If anything you are way more steps ahead of a lot of people that start out in this industry. You are at the point right now where you want to give up because yeah, it has been tough but seriously.. what is not tough in life? Remember trying to ride a bike for the first time? Falling.. getting back up, falling again, and oh yeah.. falling again.. But what happened? You finally learned how to ride the damn bike! And the besting thing is that you have learned not to fall the same way again. Aplly this mentality to what you are currently doing, don't loose the fire you had, instead ignite that bastard and give it the flame of your life.