Dont give up.
You will be back here in a year saying how much this thread had helped you presevere,
and get to closer to you target income, if you have faith in your self and your ability.
You will read many success stories in BHW and elsewhere,
but you will not read about the failures as much.
Thats just human nature and the nature of modern Internet Marketing,
it is ALWAYS in a state of flux, winners and loosers everyday,
the key is to keep at it, and you become more successfull,
and always remember that those of us who have had success have had many,
AND I REPEAT MANY shitty days like you have had.
Keep on trucking, NEVER think again about giving up, you WILL find your solace soon.
Good Luck with your online endeavours