Cup
Junior Member
- Jun 20, 2018
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Hello BlackHatWorld, long time lurker here!
I have been active on this account since June of 2018, but have been crawling these forums religiously since 2013.
I am currently 24 years young, single, and living with my parents in the USA!
In the following journey I will be going over the following:
- Life summary
- Income gained offline
- Income gained online
- Status of current projects
- Daily rituals/habits
- Books/Audiobooks
- Dietary Changes
- Workout Routines
- Lifestyle changes
- Other huge milestones ect.
I have been waiting along time to do this, I hope you can stay patient with this thread and take away some knowledge/value from my life or my journey.
Journey Mission Statement
(If you haven’t realized by now, this is going to be really long!)
The goal of this thread is to share the age old value that nothing is too hard to overcome, that the slogan “Press on, will solve and will always solve the problems of the human race”. If this journey can help substantially improve the quality of life of just ONE of my readers, this journey will be a success.
I want others to have the ability to share their life, and change the hardships that they are going through.
I have no intentions of selling anyone on Blackhatworld.com anything, sending you to affiliate links, or promote any sort of service. I intend for these communications to help myself create a strict routine so I can achieve the benifits of an above average lifestyle however do so in an ethical and legal manner with substaining my own business apart from Blackhatworld.
I intend to always promote this as free quality content and never have any intention of profiting off of this.
I want to hear the success of those who I inspire to create the means to an above average lifestyle.
I want this to be a fountain of inspiriation!
This will be one of the greatest stories you’ll ever see take place before you.
You might call it being cocky, I call it pure confidence that I will achieve what I desire most in life.
I really hope you achieve the means of an above average lifestyle reader.
Everything here is Non-Fiction
I hope you enjoy!
Sincerely,
Cup
PS! The Best Part is:
I’m going to post updates on this bad boy DAILY!
DISCLAIMER! (PLEASE READ)
Some parts of this Journey (mostly regarding my personal life) some can view as depressing. In no way, shape, or form is any part of this thread made to throw myself a pitty party.
As stated above the main point of this thread is to inspire others and change lives, not to use this to increase my own personal wealth. At no point of time do I want this thread to include any sort of disrespect toward my personal matters, my finances, my kindhearted spirit, and what I inspire to become.
If at any point this thread is littered with excessive flaming of myself or what others decide to share on here I will request that this thread be closed and will cease any future updates for FREE exclusively on BLACKHATWORLD.
That is to prevent any sort of negative energy on the thread. It is proven that your mind is like an empty glass, and if you keep on filling it will negative energy, your life will become negative. It is also proven that if you fill it with positive energy your life will become positive.
However this is not to excuse you if you are just a complete f***ing moron. If you post somthing stupid, I will not judge others that decide to roast you. Do not message me and ask exactly WHAT I am doing. I will not reveal it. I will not respond to questions like what should I be doing or what do you think is the fastest or least saturated method. If I do respond it will be more then likely telling you to search for the fabled PayPal Money Generation. It does exist in the VIP section.
What I am not sensitive to at all is any sort of HUGE grammatical, spelling, or sentence structure error. Please feel free to PM myself in any of those regards. Do it help increase the transparency/quality of content. Don’t do it to be a HUGE ARSE and send me to fix things that are irrelevant.
I can be a sarcastic prick sometimes, but please don’t take anything I say as a personal attack. I am very bipolar, but I do not mean any harm, part of this journey is to change my routines to combat my behavior. I am stating this now to prevent any confusion or harsh tones I might have due to my constant stress of trying to create a finacially free lifestyle.
Some what I state might be my own personal thoughts/opinions and I will state as such if they are not cold hard proven facts.
Some things do get out of chronological order but I do ensure you it is quality content and you should try and read through all my rambling!
Subject to change at anytime so don’t hate me for any future choices. Please follow my updates for any rule changes!
Growing up - Childhood, and falling In love with Technology!
My childhood in my opinion was very unstable and in my opinion was pretty unfulfilled. Early this year my own mother apologized me that she wishes she could of provided a better life for myself. For the longest time it bothered me on how I was raised. I have since grown past that and have sinced realized that without the low quality childhood I was brought into, I would of never devoleped a shark like mentality. I was never spoon fed anything besides the idea and mindset that hard work, dedication, and quality effort.
I was born to a young married couple in a centralized part of the USA. I was given a name they handpicked, along with the middle name of my great grandfather. For the first 4 years of my life I did not speak, I solely communicated with my hands. I don’t remember having this disability. According to my mother as well I was soppused to be bound to a wheelchair my entire life. I won’t state my religious beliefs here, but I know my life was given purpose from there on out.
My first words were MORE!
For the early stages of my life, those I cannot remember, I had frequently moved from house to house, new area to new area.
At the age of 6 right before my 7th birthday, my parents would separate, my mother will take me, and my father would receive visitation rights.
During the divorce I really didn’t comprehend much was going on. While staying at my Grandmothers house with my mom, she would frequently leave a gentleman who would later become my step father.
It was from here on out a relationship to this day with my father had become broken. He would show up less and less, sometimes he would tell me he was just heading out the door, and never show up at all.
There was one thing my father did give me though that I could never enough thank him for, and that was the “Gift Of Gab”, but I will talk more about that later.
Without much explanation he was able to convince people to what he wanted without much effort. He would guilt people to see his side of things for money.
I was to start my life a new with my Stepfather and now remarried mother. I would live until age 14 which some might refer to as a “reclusive lifestyle, prefer being by myself, shy quiet, until age 14 I didn’t really talk to girls face to face”.
One thing I was particularly blessed with was a mother who did believe technology was evolving, that technology would be our future. From a
very young age I had an obsession with technology, one that I’m sure will carry on my entire life.
By no means was I ever privileged, in fact I was pretty much dirt poor without really realizing. When school was out during the summer time, I would most often spend time at my cousins house as my aunt’s full time job at the time was running a daycare out of there. One day(Around Age 5) I was at my cousins house and he was playing an Orginal Pokemon Blue Version on a Gameboy. At that point I knew I had to have one, he had a PlayStation, he had a Super Nintendo, he was later get the Xbox on realese date, and whenever in sight I was HOOKED on video games.
Growing up rather it be at my house or my grandparents house I would always have access to a computer, that I would enjoy playing video games on. I found it much more better use of my time then running around playing outdoors. In fact I hated being outside, if I could I would sit inside all day.
The Gift of Gab, The Birth of a Salesmen, The Value of the Dollar!
Like I said earlier I was hooked on the Gameboy, I knew I had to have one! Unfortunately when I begged my mom for one she could not financially afford it. I knew I would do whatever it would take to earn it! I would save spare change, I would do various odd jobs for family members, save money from the tooth fairy, til I had finally earned mine.
Growing up like any kid I wanted everything, and wanted to do everything, but like everyone knows that cost money. I remember staying at my grandparents house and if I wanted what they would refer to as the “Luxuary” of soda or a dinner. Even if I were to beg my parents for the simple act of mini-golfing I would need to do a chore for them. Of course whenever I did such activities that would benifit them they were to be sure to reward me in fear I would get dishearten, if they could not afford it they would charge it, and this so called act contibuted to their one of a couple bankruptcies.
When they started to realize that they could no longer afford to even spare change to buy me a deck of trading cards. I really couldn’t understand at that time they were just broke, I look to get paid else where.
With no exaggeration at all at the age of 7 my cousin and I would go door to door trying to convince people to give us money sometimes it would be several dollars, sometimes it would be several quarters. Rather we would say we are performing magic shows, cleaning yards, helping with whatever we could to earn a simple wage so we could enjoy the simple things like going to the ice cream truck, renting a video game, or just finding with whatever would please us.
I had not realized until I was older I was performing feats that some grown men wouldn’t even perform to provide for their family.
Growing up I went through about several school districts, and I realized the worst thing about changing schools. I learned that I would have to make friends to survive, and if I didn’t make friends, I would be alone.
It took me almost two years to make friends friend 2nd-4th grade. Everyone at the school considered me weird, even the cousin I would go door to door with who I thought was one of the closest people to me, would make fun of me when he had too.
I felt so alone.....
I never knew social pressure could be that hard. I would often fake being sick so I wouldn’t have to eat at school lunch alone, I had one friend named Michael, and if he wasn’t at school. I would say I was sick and I would try to leave. I would leave and I would spend my days playing video games.
I was never into sports, until it was forced upon me due to social pressure. I realized instead of always wanting to talk to everyone about things I wanted to talk about such as video games(literally I never shut the f**** up about them), but if I let other people always talk about what they wanted to talk about, that it would make them like me more. It would also allow me to develop friendships. At a very young age I was taught by changing conversation, I could alter one’s perception of myself if I simply talked about THEM! It was like a dream come true. I was no longer sitting at lunch alone. This skill that many refer to as the “Gift of Gab” is one many say that I possess. I can talk to anyone about anything just the phobia of being alone when I was younger.
Teenage High Jenks, Social Media, Early Internet Monitization, MMORPG Muniplulation!
When I was younger I kind of went through one of those how do you say, “Emo Phases”? It could of been much worse, but I loved the culture for some reason. My cousin and friends turned me into “My Chemical Romance” and “Panic at the Disco” I immeaditly wanted to follow that while I don’t care crowd. While this transition would prove almost fatal in some trouble I would get down the road, the nerdy kid who loved video games was still there, but he had a much darker and edgier appearance. However my new appearance would inferiate my parents perception of me which is still affected to this day.
Do you remember what was prevalent in the late 200X online? The Emo/Scene/Punk/Ska era. That
Movement was taking social media by absolute storm! Fall out boy, Jeffery Star, Mayday Parade, and soo many more social media influences were taking MySpace by storm.
Even at school during my young age, you were judged based on your social status at school, and outside of school, and if you had a poppin MySpace,
you were seen as all around acceptable.
Ps: It was also the shit the back then to hook up with a girl from a different school on MySpace.
Now the cats out of the bag, I literally lost my virginity to a girl I met from MySpace and why? Because they all wanted the what they thought was “attractive” Emo boy from the other school. I always had a poor perception on myself.
What I always did to make sure I was the most known on MySpace at this time was to make sure I maintained a stylish layout. It was at this time I would teach myself HTML.
When I was younger I dabbled in freewebs.com, to where I could make a site for free. My first one was in second grade being that was my social outlet. I would start out with basic sites that would ask for the user to fill out a form for Infinte gold on XYZ mmo. I would then create basic forum sites to talk ammong fellow video game players. Again I was very reclused and didn’t have many friends at school.
I would spend up til 1 hell even 2 in the morning making sure my layout was SMACKING. And it was at this point browse various websites that could teach me HTML.
I wanted my MySpace to be the best, to be like the bands, I wanted to acquire the most friends I could know. So at that point I would learn “source editing” and I would steal html codes from other MySpace sites to use for my own. There was one problem though, a lot sites caught on to this and would edit logos/trademarks into layouts. At that point I was ready to give up, but then I learned about Paint.net. At that point I strapped in and would become more and more obsessed with social media/networking. I began crafting my own professional looking layouts.
One goal was accomplished, I had the best looking MySpace, but there was still one more feat, I needed to have the most friends. I wanted an INSANE AMMOUNT. I would deeply research into “Trains”. Essentially coded websites that would increase your friend count by adding others as friends, and the more people you added, the higher you would be on the “Train”. From there on I torrented bots to further and further increase my MySpace friend count. In total I reached about 150,000 friends. This was considered my first internet marketing scheme at just age 14. I then used my MySpace popularity to influence friends to buy shirts from my Clothing Brand I designend. This was technically considered dropshipping before it went viral since I used a third party site that would ship out the shirts. I would only make a couple dollars per shit, what I cared about was being popular online, and offline. What I would do with my
money was acquire online digital games and currencies. Yup, even though my look changed I never falled out of love with gaming.
Yup.... you guessed it back to the video games. I was using all my new acquired funds to fuel my addiction to online mmorpgs. I wanted to be the best in any game I play for this simple fact of having a high status quo in the game. Yup, all of this for simple video games. The highest armor, the highest level, the best gear. I would constantly use all the money from my low selling low profiting clothing brand, and paypal’d Money from MySpace train shoutouts towards my Online Life.
This is where I realized I could use what I learned in school to make friends to get what I want in games. Now of course I scammed kids out of small amounts of gold and various items when I was younger, but the way I used Myspace to create a following, I used the same social behavior skills to lure kids to fall for glitches and other tricks in video games for their loot.
My skills became so advance I was able to trick even STAFF MEMBERS of commercial brand mmorpgs into revealing their in game user and password information and I would take over their moderator accounts. I convinced members of high ranking hacking communities for those said games that I myself too was a hacker/scripted/coder and would convince them because I would display huge majorities of wealth.
They would let me into the ranks of their forum where I would abuse that power into getting other members of the community to reveal their in game information. It felt like I ran an Internet crime spree.
I felt unstoppable.
Highschool, New Me, Self Image, First job, Drugs.
Don’t worry guys, I’m sure you are tired of hearing about my entire life at this point, you want to hear about how I can put this all into perspective and how I plan on making a fortune online. It’s coming up real soon, if all of this didn’t have a purpose. TRUST ME, I wouldn’t talk about it.
When I turned 15 and became a freshmen in high school I still had that (Emo/scene/punk look). I never changed it because I didn’t thank that it would be a problem. Until I entered my first days of high school,it was completely different at my new school. MySpace was no longer a thing, people only cared if you used Facebook, and if you were different, you were “weird”.
I skipped school a lot first start out. This was mostly to change my appearance. I started dressing for the most art nomad, but decided to get my ears pierced. My parents hated my image, they hated what I was doing, they thought I was becoming a nobody. They truley hated
me. It was at that point of time I decided to become part of the “reject crowd” as I found them more inviting. This consisted of the trouble makers, the stoners, the druggies, the punks, and worstly the criminals.
Without going into much detail my freshmen year I was arrested a total of 7 times.
Various reasons: Disorderly Conduct, Vandalism, Truancy, Distrubuting a Controlled Subtance, Possession, Underage Drinking, and Battery
.... due to these actions, I felt like my relationship with my parents would forever complicated.
I became severally depressed, I started smoking daily(cigarettes, weed, sometimes opium,pcp).
I would also heavily expirement with other drugs such as Heroin, Xanax, Ectasy, Coke.
I became overally attached to my girlfriend in highschool, but as time progressed. I finally found like I fit in high school. It only took a year, but I had finally found my click.
I settled down once I was with my girl because her family looked up to me, especially since they knew how much I knew about technology. We dated from when was I was a freshmen, until i was a Senior right about to graduate. We broke up officially around her prom. I lost interest in her because I knew she was sleeping around and it really bothered me. It hurt really bad deep down since from I felt like everyone gave up on me at that point (my relationship with my biological father, my parents) now my girlfriend of 3+’years.
Until I became a senior in High School and was getting close to not graduating, I flunked a lot of classes.
Senior year I got it together, I was able to show my abilities as a photographer, graphic designer, and website designer using all tools I was proficent at from using them for MySpace. You see how this is all tying together?
After my girlfriend and I broke up, I got back into smoking cigarettes, drinking heavily with friends,
Getting really high from smoking weed, weirdly, all my grades increased. I graduated highschool, a huge portion until Senior year thought I wouldn’t make it!
I graduated......
It felt unreal.......
I could never imagine what life would have for me next.......
Taking Jobs Seriously, Relapse, Love,First Comission Job,The Great Depression!
After I graduated Highschool, I was middle management at a fast food chain (my first job) that I absolutely for some reason was obsessed with progressing at. Due to the work ethic that was built into me when I was younger due to my not well off parents and strict grandparents, I made it my mission to become a full blown manager. I would stay til close watching the training videos. I was willing to do whatever it took!
I however let my addictions get the best of me. I was just out of the hospital due to getting a really bad infection due to donating plasma. I was prescribed pain killers to combat the pain. I then became addicted to the same medication. I was heavily smoking Marijuana at work along with taking pain pills, and then adderal to perk me up.
I proceeded to lose my middle management staff position status due to my reckless behavior.
I then quit because I realized I could achieve more....
I then proceeded to get a job selling supplements. Here’s the funny part I only studied supplements for about a week. I made more money, I was full time, I was considered part of their higher up management. It was a small mom and pop shop, but still it felt great.
At this point my life started changing around for the better. I started working out, I started eating better, my skin, my attitude, everything about me changed. I quit all hardcore drugs momentarily, however I still did smoke marijuana heavily with friends. For a year I was on the up and up. Until I was without a love interest. I started becoming really depressed again, and started drinking more. I started getting back into hardcore drugs, pills, heroin, xanax, in two monthes I was maxing out my brand new credit card just to get a high! I started hooking up with girls at parties, I was always partying and getting wasted on my off time. Still at the same time my job productivity was THROUGH THE ROOF! It was different then Mcdonalds, I was doing better! I was making the owner a lot of money, I became very popular in the community, people would want to spend hours talking to me because of my knowledge of supplements. I became an unconsciously competent. I knew I was doing somthing right in my sales career running the supplement store because numbers were UP! Then it hit me, it was the confidence I built talking about products I only knew about for a week. It was on how bad I WANTED IT!
This is the same time when I started dabbling with drop shipping again. I started a small drop shipping business off a ebook I bought off of HackForums (yeah sue me). I won’t go into the details of what I dropshipped but it made me a good chunk of change, then I started to promote the ebook to friends and relatives for extra money for drugs.
This is how I became involved with BlackHatForums I was simply looking for a nulled script and I came across it here, and then the rest is history!
I was going down a spiral for more then a year + almost another summer, but then one day I met her..... someone who changed my life for the good, and for the worst.
I met this one girl at a party, I never knew how much she would affect my life. We ended up making out that night after a brief conversation. My friend ended up getting really drunk that night so I had to bring him home. We ended up talking to other people after that, but then we kept crossing pathes. We kept hooking up over and over again, we ended up dating. Then one night my life would change forever. After two monthes of non stop infatuation, she looked over at me, told me she loved me, and she stopped to explain that it was not a simple “I love you” that it was an I am in love with you.
Everything in my life was perfect. We were in love, I was a sober 20 year old, my life seem like it was going to take a turn for the better! I was working out, eating right, and most importantly thinking right!
About one day me and her start getting into a fight, my phone was jail broken, and then it bricked. My axienty levels went through the roof! I went to my phone carrier’s store because it was across from where I worked. The guy tried to sell me so many accessories and new shit it was unbelievable! I left outraged that my phone was broken still, I left distraught and saw that they were now hiring on the door, I thought to myself, I could do that guys job better!
The Girl and I patched things over, everything seemed better, I decided to go and apply at that Phone Carrier as a “Sales Consultant”.
I will never forget my interview that day..... it was one of my greatest social stunts ever. I went in there and I just REEKED of CONFIDENCE! I looked at what I could make on glassdoor and I was shocked. I was currently only making 21,000 a year being a vitamin store manager, and as a sales consultant for this company I could make 35,000. I could never imagined what I had in store. I explained to them exactly why I was there that I had full intentions of sowing them to be the #1 candidate they would chose for their interviewing. I gaurenteed then I would be their top performer. They looked at me and asked if I had any idea what I would be making. I went over the basic figure of what I saw on glass door, they liked that I looked it up, but they did correct me. They said their top performer makes 60,000 a year. My hands got sweaty instantly, I thought about the girl I was in love with, that this was my chance to create a life for me and her. I couldn’t imagine I could have a shot making that much money. I stuttered “I’ll be better then him, I’ll be the one you talking about during the interviews”.
The District Manager looked me in my eyes and said, “I like you, I think you’ll be great” they told me they would let me know next week if I got hired.
Within Thirty Minutes I received a phone call I was getting the job.
Within another week I was driving 600 miles from where I was to Chicago for training.
It felt great, I couldn’t believe that my life was working out to be this amazing. I thought about it.
As soon as I checked into the hotel where I would be staying at, I went across the street to shared to buy an engagement ring.
I completed training at an above standard level.
I was talk of the class, especially how young I was.
Life never felt more complete. I felt uneasy though because right after she got off the phone with me that night and told me she loved me she sent me a text that said she’s gone dude. It made me feel uneasy.
I come home to hangout with my girlfriend and her cousin, I have already gifted my girlfriend a brand new phone (IPhone 6 Plus), already planned a shopping spree for her, and had an engagement ring in my back pocket when I’m ready to propose. Then her cousin accidentally spilt the beans that she and her and ended up drinking with a guy that she had over. One she knew I hated because they had a thing, they ended up fooling around later to find out.
We still tried to make it work after that, we talked about getting back together on and on, then we just grew apart and stopped talking to each other all together. The closest person i have ever had to me, just disappeared. I was devastated.
Depressed, I turned back back to drinking, abusing pills, having an infamous coke addiction, and smoking weed hourly. This is also the time where my current interest in internet monitization also spiked. As mentioned above I became involved with BlackHatWorld, this is where my interest in Internet Monization Spiked! During 2016 when I was living alone I started studying internet monitization itself and how I could potenionally make a full time income. Later thru out this thread in a separate section I will list the methods I have personally tried and given up on.
During this time thought I didn’t have to worry about an online income as my sales numbers were increasing at the phone carrier! I ended up finishing
In the top ten of the company!
Long story short I ended up leaving the phone carrier for an in home sales job promising huge figures. I had a falling out with them shortly after being hired. I made exceptionally high commission there in my short run. (30k In 2 monthes)
My substance abuse was off the charts as well.
My depression was at an all time high as well.
I missed her.....
I felt like my life was still going no where.
I was living above my means with credit cards and ended up stacking a huge amount of debt...
I contemplated suicide........
I really freaking thought about it....
I was at an all time low.....
I had to get out of where I was living.....
I took the engagement ring I bought her, and three it in a river. We haven’t held a conversation in years.
She has since gotten in a relationship with someone else and it has been 3 years since I have seen her in person.
I moved to a different part of the country!
I have since chosen to move on and put all my frustrations into creating an above average lifestyle. Last year I finally broke six figures (most online).
I have since had the desire to break 7 figures solely through a business of my own.
If you had read this entire thing, there are huge chunks I’ve had to leave out due to legal issues. Thank you for taking interest in my life.
It is 100% non fictional and accurate.
I have since run away from all of my friends and have moved to a different state with my parents in order to start a new life that I will not mess up.
I intend on becoming an internet mogul.
A real life millionaire.
Join my mindset or get out the way!
Everything in life happens for a reason!
Time to figure out of path of my destiny!
Thank you for listening to my story!
TLDR; SCREW YOU AND YOUR LIFESTORY!
- Literal life summary
- Divorced family background
- Not spoon fed any money
- Natural born salesmen
- Made money from MySpace Emo movement
- Social outcast growing up
- Getting passed drug addiction
- Gift of Gab
- Efficient at Social engineering
- MySpace taught html and design
- Obsessed with video games
- Taking life frustrations into positives
- Daddy issues
- Girl issues
Now for what really matters!!
The steps I’m going to take to achieve the benefits of an above average lifestyle!
Background:
- Male
- 24
- Single
- Huge Music fan
- Lives at Home
- Substance abuse problem currently
- Does not work out
- Hasn’t read enough
- Hasn’t listen to in audio book in forever
- Active pot smoker
- 57k active in debt/collections/financing
- Cook
- Fast food manager
- Supplement store manager
- Gym manager
- Phone salesmen
- Security system installer
- Help desk
- Forum Admin
- Game Admin
- CPA
- PPL
- Revshare
- Adrian Method
- Dropshipping
- Affiliate Marketing
- Local Seo Company
- Sell Currency
- Instagram Botting
- Basic html
- Basic Wordpress
- Basic photoshop
- Basic dropshipping knowledge
- Basic graphic design
- Charismatic/Convincing
- Phenomenal Closer
- Unity Knowledge
- C++ Knowledge
- Finished top salesmen in 3 different companies nationwide!
- Nice house
- Nice car
- Nice wife
- Financial freedom
- Early retirement
- Buying my family the life I never had
- Potential fame
Currently at: 45,000 a year strictly offline!
Plans/Routines/Habits:
- Completely change my poor behavior traits
- Get sober
- Get out debt
- Change overall diet
- Add more physical excersise to daily routine
- Update Journey a daily
- Reduce stress
- Get rid of negative thoughts
- Keep clear skin
- Boost confidence
Current Steps of Action Towards Internet Monitization
- Came up with Business Plan
- Bought Premium Domain (Name Cheap)
- Bought Hosting (Servikus)
- Wrote this Post for Motivation
I have been writing this all day and I apologize if there’s any typos, I will proofread along the week. I’m sure there are mistakes at this point that don’t make sense, are missing, or mispelt. I am very stoned and tired.
This is made to give you the big picture of what a transformation is, what a journey is really like instead of no idea what the user is thinking.
I hope you acquire everything you desire in life, reader.
Sincerely,
Cup
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