That one thing you've been putting off

Hey bhw.

There's always something we should have done already. Maybe it's a difficult conversation with a loved one, a task that you just can't commit to, a realization that will crush you, saying goodbye to someone, or a secret that's rotting you away every day you hold it.

What's yours? What's that one thing and why haven't you done it?

Being born disabled my parents got rid of me and left me with a bad name i wanted to change my name but then i think why shoud i i only realised how bad my name was later in life friends dont call me my name my foster parents give me a normal name but still on my legal documents i see the name my parents called me. Mu parents were both drug addicts probably the reason i was born disabled i dont know

Damn, that sounds harsh.... Luckily my thing that I've been putting off is fixing an application I had made years ago.

And I'm thinking I have problems IRL, geez.

Made a billion dollars pounds or euros. Why? Because I don't even know how to make a million.

I dont have problems i live a life like anyone else just because my parents didnt want me or decided to call me something stupid has no real impact on my life i could change my name but i dont see the point it's not what im known as i mentioned on here before about my last family member my gran died they did not want to know me either probably because my mum and dad was on the brown my grandparents owned a logistics company that is left to me but because of disabilities its left with carers and solicitors to do what is best for me I have foster parents but im old now they have other foster children like ryan and brian who are conjoined twins they take a lot of there time as you can imagine being conjoined at the hip they cant do much for themselves but i still visit my foster parents but I'm more looked after in accommodation for people like me it's not all bad a lot of the time we go to the beach for ice cream and things and sometimes the zoo and sometimes we go on the plane to other countries

Now I cant write that