Tell me about your first crush

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deppo

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I was 11 and I was so anxious I could not even approach her. And when I learned she likes me, I got doubly more nervous because of the pressure that I had to do something. At the end nothing happened as I convinced my young mind with excuses yeah she does not deserves me because she is not good at grammar and I do way batter than her in school what a loser, I kid you not, that's how exactly I thought about her at 11. Nowadays she has children.
 
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Im waiting for someone to reply and say like "I was 19 and she was 10". in the meantime, ima watch this thread cloesely with popcorn next to me
 
deppo said:
I was 11 and I was so anxious I could not even approach her. And when I learned she likes me, I got doubly more nervous because of the pressure that I had to do something. At the end nothing happened as I convinced my young mind with excuses yeah she does not deserves me because she is not good at grammar and I do way batter than her in school what a loser, I kid you not, that's how exactly I thought about her at 11. Nowadays she has children.
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i was 12 she was 12. at the time I was homeschooled, she was in public school, for context my mom started me 1 year early than all the other kids, so I was 1 grade ahead. I was helping out at the vbs for a church and she was the other youth helper for the kids game time. I really really liked her, but me being a weird homeschool kid, I didn't know much abt how to be more like cool to her I guess. i liked her because god bro she was so pretty, and to find someone the same age as me, a girl, and also wanted to talk to me, and like enjoyed being around me, straight up blew my middle school mind and melted my heart. I moved away from that state. now being a much older late high school teen, I tried searching for her on ig, but to no avail have found her. I've done pretty decent in the dating space, but some reason I cant forget about her. she was important, and she made me feel special. [sorry for making yall read a whole paragraph}
 
I had my first crush at 15 and the first chance i had to talk to her i asked her if we can be friends with benefits then she blocked me everywhere, i was braindead
 
deppo said:
I was 11 and I was so anxious I could not even approach her. And when I learned she likes me, I got doubly more nervous because of the pressure that I had to do something. At the end nothing happened as I convinced my young mind with excuses yeah she does not deserves me because she is not good at grammar and I do way batter than her in school what a loser, I kid you not, that's how exactly I thought about her at 11. Nowadays she has children.
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shiiiiiit same as you, BUT we first met we were 11 years old we stadied together in 2 classes from the 6 classed in the primary education then we met agian in secondary school but she was the best on her class every year and she liked me so much the stage she bought a soccer shirt one day this in secondary school and she wrote her name on it and she gave it to a girl i was talking to as a friend so that the girl would give it to me, i was soooo dumb at that age i didn't got it and when the school bell run i went with my friends and i forgot about the soccer jersey i regret it till this day to be honest lol and her friend was very mad i didn't come and got it hahaha, 20 years forward after the high school, one day i was walking coming from a corner and there she was standing with her mom and her brother infront of a womens clothing shop, the second she saw me, she was like got hitten by a lightning lol and she turned her head really quick while a passt by, but yeah this is just one bit from a really long story, i'm 31 years old now and i've heard she is in a different city...
 
Please don't make me emotional.
 
i was 12. she was 13. one of my first kisses. she sure could dance (twerk, as the kids say these days?). a bit too mature for her age in retrospect. unfortunately she had a hard life, even back then. ended up falling victim to the streets - drugs, prostitution, etc. she was found in a ditch at age 18 - the last victim of a man who strangled 3 women. thankfully he is in prison for life now. i honestly try not to think about this part of my life :(

some years later i had another crush. i was probably 14? similar type of woman - bit of a misfit. we were quite close and one day she wrote "i <3 you" on me in sharpie - the culmination of everything, yet i was terribly socially awkward back then and didn't see that sign! yeah... utterly blind. she's now married with two children last i heard. i'm not so awkward now, at least i think so.. yet friends will tell me i am still missing obvious signs from women. live and learn, or not! o_O
 
Please don't remind me of my emotions. I will cry when my emotions rise.
 
I had one in elementary school. I never talked to her back then and nothing happened :D
 
I had my first crush back in 2015. She was lookin gorgeous & pure... I realized she's personality rotten inside... And i never fell in love since then
 
about 14, went round her house were her and her friends were babysitting, ended up shagging her fatter uglier friend, I'm such an idiot.
 
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