Super Depressed

Duude, all this hardcore experience you get is actually good, u re developing your brain to deal with troubles and challenges... All successful people went through hell, developed right habits and changed their brain chemistry to work for them..

Just keep doing shit and stay present (read/listen book/audio book The Power Of Now), dont go to the bad side (drugs, alcohol) as it will make shit worse. Deal with problems one by one, go for long 5h walk during nice quiet evening and thing abut your plan how you will fix this, that. Get urself app Google Keep and make list of ideas while walking how to fix your problems.. Than stick to it..

Enjoy life and dont take problems too serious 22 is grate age to start building right habits..

Man, What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Fails are gold if you learn from them. Don't live your life by others life, don't live your present by the past, don't copy anybody, be your self and create your fuckin world, you have been born free, so work hard, fight, and rock the fuckin world mate.

4WardThinking said:

I'm 22, in this generationa ll i see is the super rich kids on youtube, i'm living in a super rich ass place so all i see around me are nice cars and successful people. then there's me. all but homeless trying to get a new job while trying to go through court for reckless driving and felony evasion from the police, which in the process totaled my car. insurance didn't cover me. i'm trying to pursue youtube so fucking hard. i've dumped my last dollar into hr views. idfk. what have you done to keep you head up when life is raping you over and over..?

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Don't focus on what other people have or what you don't have. Focus on what you do have. Also get some therapy. I often feel this same way and since I've started therapy, it's really helped. That being said, I would not get on any SSRI's or anti-depressants. I've been down that road and you will most likely come out of it worse off than when you went in, with your head all fucked up.

I know you feel out of control right now, but we, in free countries at least, are almost always in control of our lives. You control how someones nice car makes you feel. It could inspire you, or eat you up with jealousy/envy. Trust me, you want it to inspire you. If that guy can get a sick car like that, there is no reason you can't either, IF you PUT IN THE WORK. I'm sure it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows on that guy's road to getting a sick sports car.

You should honestly feel blessed you live in such a rich area. That means there is MONEY to be had and it's literally flowing freely in your backyard. What if you lived in some shit village, where a "nice car" was a donkey? it would be pretty hard to make money there.

I am in a rather bad place me too at the moment.

I work at a factory that creates trucks in Sweden, I get a really good salary, over 2000$ a month. But fuck, it is one tough industry, tough, boring and not very friendly. Sadly, I've built myself around that sort of salary already and it's pretty hard to just quit like that. But fuck the job makes me depressed, and I feel like I have no way leaving, making it even worse.

Meanwhile, all I really want to do is work with my own shiet. Be my own boss, but sometimes I guess you gotta do what you gotta do.

Y r u depressed then? There is nothing yet happened in your life to be depressed. think of the millions of people in the world stricken by poverty and other deadly diseases. you are fortunate that you problem depends on only money issues which you can earn again. You are just 22. No one can saw what you will be another 22 years down the road mate.. Head up and face life now.

Its times like these that test the structural integrity of your scrotum. And believe me, its going to keep being tested. Dont believe the crap you see on TV or You Tube... thats exactly why its there... so suckers keep watching it and wishing that was them. I've been in worst straights than you, and you will make it. Just dont believe the BS, and move forward one step at a time. Rome wasn't built overnight.

you guys are so fucking great. I've never had a better community before.
I'm gonna stand up and fix shit.

4WardThinking said:

you guys are so fucking great. I've never had a better community before.
I'm gonna stand up and fix shit.

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Get a better avatar for starters.

Sherbert Hoover said:

Get a better avatar for starters.

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got it lmao

Bro be strong, do not loose hope.
Remember:
Whatever doesn't kill you, simply make you Stronger!

Masturbate 3 times a day and you will feel good again.

Nut-Nights said:

Masturbate 3 times a day and you will feel good again.

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Approved.

ur not the only one thats depressed bud. You would be surprised the stress of having lots of money can put on you.

4WardThinking said:

you guys are so fucking great. I've never had a better community before.
I'm gonna stand up and fix shit.

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wow you are very quick to be undepressed. Guess it wasn't that bad to begin with

4WardThinking said:

I'm 22, in this generationa ll i see is the super rich kids on youtube, i'm living in a super rich ass place so all i see around me are nice cars and successful people. then there's me. all but homeless trying to get a new job while trying to go through court for reckless driving and felony evasion from the police, which in the process totaled my car. insurance didn't cover me. i'm trying to pursue youtube so fucking hard. i've dumped my last dollar into hr views. idfk. what have you done to keep you head up when life is raping you over and over..?

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I'm getting real depressed by you not using paragraphs!

But for real, I totally understand your feelings but your still young as fuck man, a kid in my eyes you got plenty of time to get your shit together!

Now take it from me, don't focus on IM at this time in your life. You have no money, your life isn't stable, your mind isn't stable bad ingredients to put your hopes up that IM will save you.

Life isn't fucking you over and over, you just made a few mistakes, man up and deal with it.

When I was your age I was already in jail, when they released me I lost everything! Homeless, GF gone,already had no parents, no siblings, the remaining friends were either dead, in jail or addicted.

Instead of solving my shit I made it all worse resulting in being homeless on and off for over 10 years, drinking, doing drugs, partying in biker bars, live all over the place and before I knew it I was passed 30 and realized how much I fucked up.

Now I'm kicking addiction, trying to live healthier and repair the damage I've done to myself and working on IM skills while I battled several depressions that had to do with my past.

When I was your age someone else also talked to me like I'm doing to you and said fuck it but if I had listened back then I would have been a fucking millionaire by now.

So don't be a stubborn cunt like me and fix your shit.

If you become homeless go to a shelter, contact social workers, go with the program even though it sucks to abide to certain rules and even though it seems long when you start with it, it's temporarily.

Believe me, not many people can live and survive the life I've lived and seen, you can change it bub.

You just had a sat back, depression is a lot worse and I can know

Now stop being a pussy and keep this in mind:

Billy_Batts said:

I'm getting real depressed by you not using paragraphs!

But for real, I totally understand your feelings but your still young as fuck man, a kid in my eyes you got plenty of time to get your shit together!

Now take it from me, don't focus on IM at this time in your life. You have no money, your life isn't stable, your mind isn't stable bad ingredients to put your hopes up that IM will save you.

Life isn't fucking you over and over, you just made a few mistakes, man up and deal with it.

When I was your age I was already in jail, when they released me I lost everything! Homeless, GF gone,already had no parents, no siblings, the remaining friends were either dead, in jail or addicted.

Instead of solving my shit I made it all worse resulting in being homeless on and off for over 10 years, drinking, doing drugs, partying in biker bars, live all over the place and before I knew it I was passed 30 and realized how much I fucked up.

Now I'm kicking addiction, trying to live healthier and repair the damage I've done to myself and working on IM skills while I battled several depressions that had to do with my past.

When I was your age someone else also talked to me like I'm doing to you and said fuck it but if I had listened back then I would have been a fucking millionaire by now.

So don't be a stubborn cunt like me and fix your shit.

If you become homeless go to a shelter, contact social workers, go with the program even though it sucks to abide to certain rules and even though it seems long when you start with it, it's temporarily.

Believe me, not many people can live and survive the life I've lived and seen, you can change it bub.

You just had a sat back, depression is a lot worse and I can know

Now stop being a pussy and keep this in mind:

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Thank you! It wasn't addressed to me but your comment was really helpful for me as well.

MobHustle said:

Thank you! It wasn't addressed to me but your comment was really helpful for me as well.

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Well, the only reason I open up from time to time is that I hope it will benefit someone sometime so you're welcome.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!
- rocky

PepsiGuy said:

Social media shows the highlights of peoples lives. Do you think people would watch videos on a 45 year old eating a microwave meal for 1 crying about what he could have been or what he should have done...

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Idk if I'm hungry but I feel genuinely Interested in subscribing to something like this...

Another thing... it can be much worse than what it is... people loose everything including their friends, respect, dignity.
I worked like a donkey as a valet in a hotel for 2 years... catering to all different kinds and all different types. It seems like the universe felt like you could learn from all this. Maybe you'll gain from it in the end. When I was 15 I made masssss cash with iPod refurb. than I had nothing later on... but it forced me to hustle again... start however you can... maybe get a job where you can use the computer like a night shift... save cash as you ponder.

If you compare yourself to others, you will feel even more bad about yourself. Sometimes life does not go the way you wanted it to be. Your still young bud and can do more to correct those mistakes and improve you life. Your still lucky because we may not know if other people still have enough time to do that. Maybe running out of time in this life and just can't do much but buckle up and hope for the best. Every cloud has a silver lining. I myself is in a rough spot right now and sometimes feel depressed but I always try to find that silver lining and hoping that tomorrow everythings gonna be okay.