Maybe its just not me. I am in college right now and I just can't fuckin take those engineering studies. It just goes over my head. It just doesn't make sense to study those dead matters and on top of that I have too many backlogs which just makes me more tense and people think I am stupid to have that many.. The point I am trying to portray is that I am pretty much earning well in IM through various sources and kinda settled enough at an early age but the only thing which troubles me is the big blot of failure in studies. I don't want to drop out because that would make the situation more worse. Sometimes its important to think what other think because you are also a part of the society. What do you people suggest? Should I study and force myself to do it? ( I cant change my subject now to something I love because for that you need to complete this course first) I am seriously not that good at any other thing apart from IM so I really don't know what to do.. Please advise those who are experienced enough in handling such situations.