For years I've been struggling to earn online. Being a third world resident, I have have that urge and never ending quest of earning online, due to how worthless my country's (Nigeria) currency is.
I worked a salary job from 2015 - 2023 and my monthly pay was just around $58. I I lost my mum to an illness because I couldn't afford her medical bills. It took almost a year just for the hospital to release her corpse due to unpaid bills. To my society I'm a never do well who is claiming a holier than thou altitude, due to me not wanting to do online fraud.
All my age mates are living large and buying expensive cars, though all from the proceeds of frauds like romance scam and online extortion. I once attempted the online fraud environment, but guilt feeling wouldn't let me. I couldn't sleep at night when I saw a video of an aged woman crying after she was defrauded by a scammer. I promised myself never to involve myself in such shady activities. But I'm being mocked on daily basis, and name calling never ends. But this ain't too much of an issue to me.
My main issues are not being focused and committed to learning an online skill that will make me earn money. Today I'm learning python, tommorow web development, the day after C programming, then cyber security, I'm stuck in a never ending loop of tutorial hell with no break in sight.
At 30 I don't have or know my passion, I'm extremely introverted as such barely have friends. I can be indoors for almost 24 hours straight. I eat just once a day. I recently sold my inheritance for around $2630 and I plan on living with this for at least 3 years. I have a wife and 2 kids, my wife has a menial store, the $2630 can foot electricity bill, feeding, accomodation and kids upkeep for at least 2 - 3 years.
Learning a skill or setting up an online business within this period is a no bainer and a must for me. But how do I do that when I can't even focus on what to learn or even have the passion for it? Honestly if not for my lovely twin kids I would have ended it all. Each time I attempted doing it, I always see their smiling faces.
In all these years of tutorial hell I haven't attempted internet marketing of any sort that much, because I'm always scared of rejections and being an extreme introvert I'm scared of interacting with people. Though I have noticed that whenever I'm on alcohol my introversy somehow runs away from me, and I somehow develope a thick skin, but I don't want to get used to alcohol for fear of addiction. As it looks it seems it is my only way of comfortably handling rejections.
I need your opinions and recommendations on how best to earn online please. However little it is. I'm more than ready to put my very best in, it is almost a do or die affair for me now.
I worked a salary job from 2015 - 2023 and my monthly pay was just around $58. I I lost my mum to an illness because I couldn't afford her medical bills. It took almost a year just for the hospital to release her corpse due to unpaid bills. To my society I'm a never do well who is claiming a holier than thou altitude, due to me not wanting to do online fraud.
All my age mates are living large and buying expensive cars, though all from the proceeds of frauds like romance scam and online extortion. I once attempted the online fraud environment, but guilt feeling wouldn't let me. I couldn't sleep at night when I saw a video of an aged woman crying after she was defrauded by a scammer. I promised myself never to involve myself in such shady activities. But I'm being mocked on daily basis, and name calling never ends. But this ain't too much of an issue to me.
My main issues are not being focused and committed to learning an online skill that will make me earn money. Today I'm learning python, tommorow web development, the day after C programming, then cyber security, I'm stuck in a never ending loop of tutorial hell with no break in sight.
At 30 I don't have or know my passion, I'm extremely introverted as such barely have friends. I can be indoors for almost 24 hours straight. I eat just once a day. I recently sold my inheritance for around $2630 and I plan on living with this for at least 3 years. I have a wife and 2 kids, my wife has a menial store, the $2630 can foot electricity bill, feeding, accomodation and kids upkeep for at least 2 - 3 years.
Learning a skill or setting up an online business within this period is a no bainer and a must for me. But how do I do that when I can't even focus on what to learn or even have the passion for it? Honestly if not for my lovely twin kids I would have ended it all. Each time I attempted doing it, I always see their smiling faces.
In all these years of tutorial hell I haven't attempted internet marketing of any sort that much, because I'm always scared of rejections and being an extreme introvert I'm scared of interacting with people. Though I have noticed that whenever I'm on alcohol my introversy somehow runs away from me, and I somehow develope a thick skin, but I don't want to get used to alcohol for fear of addiction. As it looks it seems it is my only way of comfortably handling rejections.
I need your opinions and recommendations on how best to earn online please. However little it is. I'm more than ready to put my very best in, it is almost a do or die affair for me now.
