MDMA is one of the most wonderful mind-altering substances there is. I'm an even bigger advocate for it than Medical Marijuana or Psychedelics. It's helped me overcome so many psychological barriers and mental issues, it's incredible. And I know so many close to me who's lives have honestly been changed. However, I'm a businessman and I must be on the constant path to progression. I've had to leave behind many friends who did turn out to be junkies and it's very sad, as I've tried to help so many.
Here's my response to OP and anyone viewing this thread. MDMA is a great tool, I mean it is one of the most powerful drives out there as it's one of the 10 Mind Stimuli mentioned by Napoleon Hill in Think and Grow Rich, however it's towards the bottom of the list. Love is way higher, and sexual energy is #1. And MDMA's release of dopamine and serotonin certainly causes one's mind to feel these energies on a different vibration. It's amazing long-term IF you know how to use this powerful tool.
MDMA is neurotoxic and it will destroy your serotonin receptors if you ABUSE it. Too much of a good thing will always turn out to be bad. It's great to be progressing and celebrating, however when celebration turns into medication.. where you need it or feel the urge to use it plenty of times to help you with a task, then it turns degenerative. And it quickly spirals downwards. The best way to use MDMA is to space it out at least 4-8 weeks and take the proper precautions, such as using pre-roll and post-roll vitamins, making sure the dosage is good and you have quality MDMA (best to buy from the Darknet Markets or if you have some connections in Amsterdam) and you will enjoy it much better.
I think truly the best thing about MDMA is what you learn from it. I can get myself to a similar state of mind sober just because I've learned how to apply what substances taught me to everyday life. MDMA invited happy, loving thoughts and made me truly not give a single fuck. I approached as many people as I could at festivals, made friends, tried pickup on girls, danced with wonderful people, and just had an amazing time. Now when walking down the street, I see so many people who are miserable and not happy with where they are in life. They just don't understand it all starts from within. It's amazing to approach random strangers on the street and ask them what their story is, dance in public randomly, enjoy self-amusement, live life to the fullest. The day I stopped caring about social conformities and what others think of me, I reached new levels of happiness and peace.
OP, treat MDMA with respect. If you abuse it, it will destroy you and everything you touch. If you use it correctly, it can be as good of a mentor as any successful entrepreneur. If you use it on a daily basis, it will cause brain damage. You need to give the brain time to refuel. When serotonin is released, there needs to be enough time allowed for the neurotransmitters to be in the same place they were before rolling. I think MDMA should be left for festivals and public celebrations or very intimate spiritual journies. And hopefully one day you get to a point where you don't need substances. Peace and love.
P.S. For anyone using MDMA, please do your research. Erowid.org is great for any substance dosages, trip reports, effects, etc.
Reddit.com/r/MDMA will help alongside Rollsafe.org for information on pre-roll and post-roll vitamins. And always make sure to buy pure and test it!