Hello everyone! Just wanted to share my story, how I tried and every single time failed. Those who are here, reading this and saying: "just quit". Go read something else. It's a free forum and I need to get this off my chest. Plus you don't have to read this, if you don't want to! I started and joined this community in mid 2009. Since then, I was searching web and tried to find ways to make money online. There were many HYIP and GTP sites out there and they all were so tempting to try out and I did. I joined a couple of them (I think total of 20) and worked my ass off, trying to gather the money and withdraw it. Guess what? They were scamming people. Probably thinking right now, no shit Sherlock, but in 2008 I didn't know such thing as scam. This first failure crashed my dreams to the ground, but I didn't give up and tried to search for other ways to make money online. And I found site, called [email protected] They were running courses for new people and were offering education information on how to make money promoting clickbank's products. Sounded nice and sweet. I started up a Squidoo page, wrote a few reviews, did everything that was in the course. It took about a month or so, till I got my first and last order (total of $30). I was hyped and happy with the result, though soon after that I searched the web and founded out that in my country cheques couldn't be sent, we have some sort of problem with cheques that are coming abroad. Even now, it will take like 6 months till you get a cheque, if you're lucky. Sometimes they "lose" it in post office (heard stories). Another dream crushed and vanished. 2009, joined BHW. After a few weeks of reading and gaining knowledge on how to make money, I decided to start small and write articles. Started with AC with upfront payment and DP (sold rewrite service). Soon after I started working with AC they started to be more strict on what should appropiate in submitting etc. DP rewrite service started to dry out as well, even though I offered 500 word rewrite for $0.50. It was cheap as hell and took a good few hours to complete. After that, I started to move my vision towards CPA. Gathered some information and how to make money, but everytime I started something, it seemed like I lost the last train wagon. For example, the latest campaign was promoting CPA content locker with torrent files. I had a good BHW member helping me out, as he told he was making a solid $XX-$XXX day income from it. I did, step by step what he did, with every trick under the sleeve, made $2 - spent two weeks and lost like $50 ( VPS, domain, hosting, Torrentator ). Also tried my luck with One week cash. If you're not familiar with they tehnique, it's related to promoting via youtube. Basicly, I bought a few private proxy IP's ($10), Youtube accounts (used Fiverr - $20 - 400 accounts), hosting ($10). I spent $40 and till this day I generated $99. Profit off $59, but I still can't withdraw the money from MGcash. Those accounts lasted for 4 days or so, after that they all died out. I used all kind of methods. Uploaded to one account, uploaded 5 videos per accounts, everything, but they still got suspended even if I used private proxies. Writing this is pretty hard, because I keep remembering failure after a failure. Everytime I start a project, it ends up without even starting. Seems like I everytime keep missing my train wagon. Those who read this, thanks for your time. Not everyone succeeds! Sucks, but it's true. Currently, I'm patiently waiting for MGcash and my $100 (whenever I get it). The sad part is that, after all these years, I tought I'd make some solid income online and would have atleast my own apartment (rented). But the reality is what it is, still living with parents, same goes with my gf. Day job's payment is so fucking low that if you rent some cheap ass apartment, you won't be able to afford anything else (not even a food). Either way, thanks for reading! We'll see, how long I can keep this up. Everytime I fail, I keep coming back and keep trying something else, with a simple dream, that it will finally work, but reality is what it is.