guys, I am feeling so unmotivated. I just cant get myself to do anything. mostly because I like security and that's something I dont see in seo. I feel that seo is so unstable. I mean one day you could wake up and find out google has completely fucked you. that's the thing that i dread the most. basically, google is playing god and they can do whatever they want with your life and there is nothing you can do about it. now I know what you are going to say: dont depend on google, there are 100 other ways you can make money online. Well, the only way I know is from google traffic. I have yet to see the other ways that everybody always talks about. maybe I should go back to school and get a higher degree. but school is just a waste of time, never mind. I also cant focus. and I have body pain. it's not really pain, my body just feels sluggish. I feel like I have no energy. I dont sleep well. when I sleep, I dream that I am taking a test and I dont know the answers and I get scared. I havent been in school for a long time so not sure why i keep dreaming about school. how can i start feeling motivated?