Hey guys, so I started this so-called "journey" 2 days ago (51 hours to be a little more accurate). So, I couldn't help myself and fapped like 5 hours into the challenge lol
However, since then i'm "clean" for about 46 hours and trying to go strong. I knowthat counting it by the hours looks extremely wierd and even somewhat discouraging, however I do believe that i'm addicted to fapping at this point in life, so every hour for me is a cause for celebration. This is very very bad, but as you all know - i'm doing my best in order to overcome this issue all by myself (Meaning - without any psychotherapy of any sort!!!).
Again - it's very very hard and I almost gave up about 2 hours ago and already strated looking for some "interesting" videos, however managed to stop myself and do other things.
As I thought, a lot of you made fun of the idea, some reported it and wrote hurtful things in a PM and here on this thread. I just wanna tell you all that THIS type of things really give me will-power to not give up and succeed in this journey - so BRING 'EM ON!!!
In total opposition to that, I also received nice and supporting PM's and replies on this thread, so I really have to say a big thank you guys!! This feels me up with positive power (As opposed to the "revenge" will-power I described above). Those of you who feel a little the same as me and don't know what to do - i'm here for you all!! You can remain anonymous, just try and find inner strength to resist the urge to fap and you should be fine!
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