Hello everyone,
My name is Rahul , aged 23 , live in a remote village in India.
I'm B.A in Eng Hons .
Come from a poor family, mother was the sole bread Winner until i started working at 16,
I work at 2 jobs 1.home tutoring 2. Work at a medicine store,
Earn 15K/INR to ease mother's burden .
Have been preparing for govt job since 2022 but couldn't clear final cutoff by 2or 3 marks
Appeared in different exams , ranging from State to national level ,
Have also appeared in the interview of private companies but companies in metro pay as little as the can ,
I was determined to join a private company but at the same day i suffered an accident, that caused me bedridden for 3 weeks , and my mother who have been suffering from chronic Disease , fell gravely ill , I had to stay home to to take care of her , i suffered 4 accident, in 2023
Few days later , I was informed of the news of my best friend's passing away, it felt like , I don't know how to express that feeling, one of the most important persons of my life was no more,
He was more than friend, he was like a brother to me ,
I'm depressed, I have first hand experience of poverty, have been facing diffrent challenges since childhood , parents extreme marital discord, property issue , financial bullying, and others but thought working hard could change my destiny,
But nope , it does not
I realised that being poor is a crime , it's like we are invisible as if we don't exist at all ,
We live in a rental house , our parental property is plagued with property dispute,
Wanted to join a programming course but the fees and time management were extremely challenging ,
I actually don't know what to do ,
At the age 23 , soon to turn 24 , I feel like shit
A worthless individual, mother's health has been deteriorating , financial condition has been deteriorating as well,
Wanted to suicide , but couldn't bring myself to do that , I'm the only child of my parents, who will take care of them if I'm gone ,
I want to build a house , for my parents
I want them to be happy and comfortable
As long as they are happy, I'm happy too .
But money is what matters,
I was searching for remote online job ,
But couldn't do much because I don't have a portfolio, and I have not studied in English medium school, they look at my CV like , who the hell is he to come here with this CV , like this way ,
Could anyone please help or suggest something?
My name is Rahul , aged 23 , live in a remote village in India.
I'm B.A in Eng Hons .
Come from a poor family, mother was the sole bread Winner until i started working at 16,
I work at 2 jobs 1.home tutoring 2. Work at a medicine store,
Earn 15K/INR to ease mother's burden .
Have been preparing for govt job since 2022 but couldn't clear final cutoff by 2or 3 marks
Appeared in different exams , ranging from State to national level ,
Have also appeared in the interview of private companies but companies in metro pay as little as the can ,
I was determined to join a private company but at the same day i suffered an accident, that caused me bedridden for 3 weeks , and my mother who have been suffering from chronic Disease , fell gravely ill , I had to stay home to to take care of her , i suffered 4 accident, in 2023
Few days later , I was informed of the news of my best friend's passing away, it felt like , I don't know how to express that feeling, one of the most important persons of my life was no more,
He was more than friend, he was like a brother to me ,
I'm depressed, I have first hand experience of poverty, have been facing diffrent challenges since childhood , parents extreme marital discord, property issue , financial bullying, and others but thought working hard could change my destiny,
But nope , it does not
I realised that being poor is a crime , it's like we are invisible as if we don't exist at all ,
We live in a rental house , our parental property is plagued with property dispute,
Wanted to join a programming course but the fees and time management were extremely challenging ,
I actually don't know what to do ,
At the age 23 , soon to turn 24 , I feel like shit
A worthless individual, mother's health has been deteriorating , financial condition has been deteriorating as well,
Wanted to suicide , but couldn't bring myself to do that , I'm the only child of my parents, who will take care of them if I'm gone ,
I want to build a house , for my parents
I want them to be happy and comfortable
As long as they are happy, I'm happy too .
But money is what matters,
I was searching for remote online job ,
But couldn't do much because I don't have a portfolio, and I have not studied in English medium school, they look at my CV like , who the hell is he to come here with this CV , like this way ,
Could anyone please help or suggest something?
