So this is the first time i have ever done this. At this moment in time i am so upset, i am in a country where my life has been threatened and i could have a bullet through my head if they get too pissed off with me. I've missed my work deadlines and my opportunities because of the drama and the jealousy. I dont know how i am going to get out of this mess. At the moment it looks like i have to get a flight out to somewhere and leave everything behind. i am trying to do meatheads method to make some cash and start again but i am constantly being pulled off track. i can write and i would try fiverr to earn but the drama is just killing me. A few words of support would go a long way to get me out of this situation.