Congrats on the 1900th post alright here goes my rant:
I was attending college a few hours from my home living with friends enjoying the good life, reality struck when my parents construction business came to a grinding halt due to the shitty real estate market here in the US. I started looking for work around the area but due to living in a college town (18,000 college kids) finding a job without much experience was very difficult. When I was in high school I would make money doing some adwords and selling vintage items on ebay but stopped that when I moved away.
I couldn't get financial aid because of their tax situation and wasn't about to take out loans because being in that much debt scares the shit out of me. I started looking into other ways of paying my rent and read an article of someone making 30k a month doing IM and thought well I should try doing that again, I started reading threads on warrior forum (lolol I know stupid right!?) but quickly found BHW and basically told WF to fuck off. Started doing some Facebook PPC and did find early success but my expenses quite outweighed my profits and I didn't really have any more money to invest.
I decided it was enough and in the beginning of august I made the decision to move back home and take the semester off to look for work. After a month I found a job at a supermarket near my place and started working 6 days a week 8 hours a day. Let me tell you real jobs SUCK, I hate dealing with retarded employees who are depressed as fuck (people constantly cry on payday or bitch 24/7 how broke they are) and of course my ex-heroin addict seriously depressed boss who no joke walks around the store saying "bro, just find me a gun I'm gonna blow my brains out" 5 times a day.
Don't get me started on dealing with customers and bitch-ass housewives who think they're somewhat entitled to treat us like shit. But I'm not letting this get me down their depression fuels me to succeed here, I come home 10pm every day and get right on to my current projects and checking BHW. I wake up the next morning work for a few hours before I go to work and repeat again and again. I have seen progress since august but not the success I really desire. So far all my paychecks have been going to my parents to help pay bills and my former roomates/best friends who paid a few months of my rent (i love those fools *no homo*).
I'm going to succeed at this i know it, I'm passionate as shit about internet marketing and at this point I'd rather focus on IM then go back to school (not what I expected). I want to be that success story you hear of the person making 40k a month with a new Lamborghini in their driveway. I know I could put your website to great use I have the knowledge I just need the opportunity most of the people on BHW have been seriously generous and informative to me but this would be the ultimate gift.
Fuck I feel like a little bitch writing this whole sob story but damn this would be awesome to have.
