I am truly sorry for the situation you are in... What country are you from? I think this would help a little to understand you better.
And I can honestly say that I understand the "overwhelming" factor here, because I've been there and still battle this within myself. I don't know if you are new to this whole making money thing online or you have experience. But talking from my own experience - don't overwhelm yourself with things that don't matter right now. In your case that would be "how will I cash out my earnings?". It might be true that it may well be difficult to cash out money in your country, but there is ALWAYS a solution of one kind or another. What you should be caring about is HOW you will make that money and only WHEN you start making money ( if you even will manage to do that ), THEN you will bother yourself with how to cash that out.
I used to be in dropshipping on ebay few years back and we had an issue of growing way too fast for our own good ( which eventually collapsed on us ), and I'm not from US and I come from a country that wasn't very trustworthy at the time and we had to come up with a way to cash out about $1.5mil throughout 2 year period. That's from 1000~ stealth paypal accounts. And we did find a solution ONCE we had such problem. Now imagine if we did raise the issue once we began to work, we probably wouldn't even have started doing anything in the first place because from point "0" it looks very overwhelming and impossible to do, because of all the regulations and limitations and all that hassle we had to go through.
So overall my point being. Start small and attain some little victories of actually picking a niche, building that website, writing those articles and slowly but steadily building something out of nothing. Once you actually find a little bit of success you will find the motivation to solve any problem that comes your way. I know it looks very difficult now, but once you gain some momentum, it's not so scary anymore. It's important to ground yourself and believe in what you do. Pick whatever floats your boat, as they say, and stick with it until you make it.
People here WILL help you if you'll show that you are actually doing something.
I hope that helps somewhat