Mental block against starting.. please kill me

I am no doctor and it is really impossible to tell you why and how to "fix" it just by the info you have given in your post.

This might not be what you like to hear but just as someone else already said, you might be on the verge to get "Burned-out". If that is the case I urge you to get help as soon as possible, you will regret it if you don't. I'm talking out of experience

I got almost burnout of how to make money guides. I tried way too many things without success. I really didn't stick with any method. Didnt gain nothing, maybe just experience. I'm focusing just 1 thing now and doing SEO on it. Things are going better but wont be replacing day job anytime soon. So my advise is to do less. Focus on something you like.