welcome to BHW and best of luck for your journey, it's important to be satisfied with the work you do and i get the urge to get out of a bad workplace. i am a lurker too, and i have been here for a while. the reason why i don't fully commit to freelancing (haven't even started yet) is because my current workplace is filled with amazing people.. but yeah it's important to grow into our own and i commend you for doing so..