So I was thinking. Then I just all of a sudden bursted out crying. This is the only life you have. You black out and thats it. Thats all. Finished, Geëindigds, De finition, Fertig, Rifinito, 終了する, Terminado, Acabado. After this there is nothing. Its a shell inside of a shell. This is life. Life is life. Once you are gone then you are gone. Isn't that quite scary? If you really think about it for a long minute. Just tap into a different side of thinking for a moment.