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Living. Blacking out.

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by Axelian, Feb 22, 2009.

  1. Axelian

    Axelian Regular Member

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    So I was thinking. Then I just all of a sudden bursted out crying.

    This is the only life you have. You black out and thats it. Thats all.

    Finished, GeĆ«indigds, De finition, Fertig, Rifinito, 終了する, Terminado, Acabado.

    After this there is nothing. Its a shell inside of a shell. This is life. Life is life. Once you are gone then you are gone.

    Isn't that quite scary? If you really think about it for a long minute. Just tap into a different side of thinking for a moment.
     
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  3. Axelian

    Axelian Regular Member

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    I don't smoke or drink at all.
     
  4. Jagged55

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    Then you should start ;)
     
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  5. Geetfaux

    Geetfaux Super Moderator Staff Member Moderator

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    Who told you there was nothing? Also you've been hogging that joint too much lately..pass it on :4
     
  6. Axelian

    Axelian Regular Member

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    I wouldn't allow impurities such as weed to enter my mouth or nose. :23: LOL

    Thank you guys for not spazzing out.

    Reading your posts actually cheered me up quite a bit lol
     
  7. Jagged55

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    I don't smoke but I think I would start if I was literally crying over thoughts of dying sometime in the next 70yrs. Life ends...accept it, embrace it and move on.
     
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    I would have to agree with Jagged55. If you don't smoke, start. LOL. And you didn't have to try to bring the rest of us down with you.
     
  9. Axelian

    Axelian Regular Member

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    I was in another state of mind at the moment when I posted LOL

    I AM OK NOW!!
     
  10. blackhaze

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    don't complain about being alive, cheesus :) Its really an insult to all people who actually died, for whatever reasons.
     
  11. Keedev

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    It's very grim.. The fear of dying ; worse than death itself.. Considering when you are dead, none of these problems occur.. So therefore, become fearless.. :) If not, embrace it..

    Have fun, while fun is able to be had..


    Maybe you can coax yourself into believing in an afterlife.. :p
     
  12. gimme4free

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    Ill always be saying the same thing and then Ill never be worried about it, "I'll think about it later" :p
     
  13. SpellZ

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    Yeah,

    Axelian, cheer up dude!
    Life is a beatiful thing, and we should cherish it. The most beatiful part about it is that we can become who ever we want, we don't live in a world where, "Life is a bitch" and if you are born poor you will always stay poor, we are born in a world where you can as rich as you want, as famous as you want, all you need is dedication and motivation.

    The other week.. Umm... *sighs*
    The other week I was watching this documentry (randomly popped up on a TV actually while I was eating) and it was about poverty in Eastern European countries. Nonetheless, this lady in her 70s was crying to the camera because she gets $10 as pansion and doesn't know what to do each month... get food or get medicine...

    You should feel lucky man. You gotta love life.
     
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    OK then.

    I deserve a thank you for this.

    What you need is http://www.smokingfeelsgood.com/node/4

    After that you need http://ezinearticles.com/?How-to-Stop-Smoking-Marijuana&id=1965493 THAT.

    :D
     
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  15. Arthas

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    Axelian, this song goes out to you man.

    lifes a bitch and then you die. thats why we get high cause you never know when you're gonna go.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ewdZzLP6Bk
     
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  16. xvoidx

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    Get over it. There are things that are much worse than dying.

    Take a couple zoloft and you'll be fine in no time if it bothers you that much.
     
  17. shm03

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    Life's aim isn't to preserve a perfectly working body at the end of it all, its better to live life to the fullest, and get to the finish line with nothing more left to give.
     
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    Glad I was freaking out and getting worried about YOU!!! :eek:
     
  19. Qball

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    It's a matrix............
    There's another level of reality that most people are not aware of...

    It's called pathological trance... As you've grown up, you created a model of beliefs that you assume is the world, but it is not...
     
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  20. Axelian

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    you are so my type of person LOL