I was an alcoholic and hooked on drugs. Couldn't resist when someone had some on them to ask if they can share.
But I got some medication that made me reject all this bs.
It didn't seem to make me lazy like some people describe it on the internet.
Once I started taking it, drinking alcohol was not so enjoyable as before.
This with some therapy took me 10 years back in time.
Being hooked on drugs and alcohol is true horror. It makes you unproductive as hell.
3 days in a week were easily wasted. All my work is mental. Like a programmer or a writer. I just could not work.
It was like friday on drugs, then saturday, sunday and then coming down on the monday.
All of a sudden it would be another friday and life would never get better.
Horrible.