Here's what I discovered in my own paranoid (I was hospitalized in closed mental wards 3 times for trying to 'escape evil reality') past: Even if we're a simulation in a simulation infinitely, or whatever your mind can conceive reality to be. In the end, we are still created by it and subjective to it. That means we have a make up that is infinitely smaller than the Creator. With other words you can't escape this reality, and even if everyone wants to destroy you, then that's what will happen, because who do you think you are as a creation? Might as well surrender right?
Now this sounds terrible, but it's not. I've also discovered God is real, and He communicates Love. And I discovered that the Creator's Love trumps the evil that wants to convince you reality is out to destroy you.
Basically my taglabel is 'Christian', but it goes much wider and deeper. I'm not here to tell you 'God is real, repent!!', I'm here to tell you 'Seek truth of the utmost integrity, ward off all lies, and you'll find Him, and you'll be released into deep gratitude', just keep on searching, fighting, struggling, through all the doubts and fears, and you'll eventually find Him. I did, and I no longer regret my past. I'm eternally grateful.
If in any case you consider that reality is not out to get you, but there's an evil force that tries to convince you so... and you believe God might be real... Just lower yourself, your ego, your pride and ask Him to make Himself be known. He will if your heart is humble and you're authentic about it.