UPDATE
I decided to update the thread to let you guys know that we've managed to accomplish the first goal for the journey, which is getting to $150 a month.
I haven't worked on the site a whole lot, adding just a few articles a month for the most part since the last update in June. The main changes on the site were improvements in site speed that I achieved by removing plugins and experimenting with WP rocket and adding AdSense as a way to monetize info articles.
I saw a decline in rankings and traffic after adding AdSense but with some tweaking and speed optimization plugins, I have achieved more than satisfying page speed which steadily brought back the traffic. Of course, there were a few Google updates during that time which could have influenced the rankings but I believe that optimizing page load speed was crucial in getting the rankings back.
This week we had the best day ever in terms of google clicks, 194 organic clicks. In terms of page views, we're getting around 220 to 250 a day.
Total earnings for this month are $170, which is a record. Around $140 coming from Amazon and $30 from AdSense. I'm very encouraged by these numbers and hope that they will go up.
My mental health is steadily improving, and I'm starting to get things back on track. I'm feeling a lot more positive, relaxed, and confident, mostly due to the work I've done with my therapist. I would definitely recommend seeing a good therapist to anyone that is feeling down, lacking motivation, or feeling burned out. You will get rid of all the things that were bothering you and dragging you down. It's great even if you don't have apparent problems, just being able to talk to someone about things that you avoid or don't want to talk about. It's helping me a lot!
I'm considering continuing the journey, possibly at the beginning of the next year. I'm currently working construction and IM part-time as I need to get some cash for hiring content writers as that is my new plan now. A lot of things are in the process currently and I'm just not sure what's gonna happen next, but I wanted to share the good news with you guys.
My priorities, for now, are to get my mental state to a normal level as I can't work on my own projects without a clear mind. When I'm ready, I hope to continue this journey and get back to full-time IM work.
Even though I had failed to live up to my expectations and reach my productivity goals, I have found that this journey is going in the right direction and that I really am starting a new life now. Without it, I probably would just continue to live in the same stupid cycle over and over again, feeling like shit and just surviving without enjoying life.
All in all, I'm very thankful for everything that has happened as I feel much better now and I'm starting to figure out who I really am and what I really want.