[Journey] Spooky’s last try [Youtube+CPA]

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Hey,

Let me introduce myself. I’m Oscar a 16 year old boy from Sweden. I’m very lonely and I’ve almost always been, I have never really had any hobbies besides being on my computer and reading about how entrepreneurs did build their company. My biggest idol in my life is my grandpa who had was a successful entrepreneur I’ve always looked up to him because when no one else believed in me he did. Unfortantly he passed away last year which made me really sad. I’ve always had it hard at my home because of my dad being very aggressive and lots of other stuff so my grandpa was the only one I felt secure with. I’ve also had alot of panic attacks and depression for like the past 2 years or so. When I started school again at August (a new school) I became really sad because I was frozen out. Now I have dropped out of school and I see IM as my last hope and if I fail I get to rest forever :/.

Anyways that was enough about me. I’ve already started CPA + Youtube like 6 days ago and so far I’ve only made a bit over 3$ I’m still trying to learn as much as possible and my goal is to reach 100$ a day before July.

Things I’m going to buy when I get money:
5 old youtube accounts.
(This list will become longer with the time)

Thanks for reading, I just realized the first half was just crying out, sorry for that.
 
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Hi Oscar,

I'm sorry you had to deal with that.

Good luck with your journey, you've already made your first dollar which is impressive. You have your whole life ahead of you to try many techniques and methods.

Shoot me a message if you ever need someone to talk to.
 
easyvacation said:
Hi Oscar,

I'm sorry you had to deal with that.

Good luck with your journey, you've already made your first dollar which is impressive. You have your whole life ahead of you to try many techniques and methods.

Shoot me a message if you ever need someone to talk to.
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Thank you for being so kind towards me, this means the world for me.
 
Hang in there bud. At least you're making money. Some people might disagree with me but if your down and sad and spend all day on the computer, try going outside and meeting new people and maybe making friends to help refresh and clear your mind. Believe it or not it might be the key to helping you find success in business. Remember attitude counts a lot and if you can develop confidence in yourself and find your inner peace, it will reflect on the decisions you make when planning and executing things on your journey. Let me know if you need someone to talk to.
 
its4thecolony said:
Hang in there bud. At least you're making money. Some people might disagree with me but if your down and sad and spend all day on the computer, try going outside and meeting new people and maybe making friends to help refresh and clear your mind. Believe it or not it might be the key to helping you find success in business. Remember attitude counts a lot and if you can develop confidence in yourself and find your inner peace, it will reflect on the decisions you make when planning and executing things on your journey. Let me know if you need someone to talk to.
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Thank you so much for your tips! Btw you got a big heart there’s not many people that is that level of kind.

hazzi said:
Sorry for that loss bro

You’ve already Made the biggest step most won’t and that’s starting so good luck my friend and I wish you all the success !
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Thank you for that kind comment, I wish you all the success too!

If someone is good at creating landing pages, feel free to contact me as I need help.

UPDATE:

I just uploaded 3 more videos, 16 hours ago I also uploaded 3 videos before I went to sleep.

Today I've gotten 4 clicks and one conversion that made me 0.06 lol. Yesterday I got 13 clicks and 2 conversion that made me 0.15 lol.

Does anyone know why I make so low money per conversion before I made 1.52 from 2 conversions and 1.29 from 6 conversions.

Thanks for reading I'll keep you updated...
 
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Sorry for that loss bro

You’ve already Made the biggest step most won’t and that’s starting so good luck my friend and I wish you all the success !
 
spookywhite said:
UPDATE:

I just uploaded 3 more videos, 16 hours ago I also uploaded 3 videos before I went to sleep.

Today I've gotten 4 clicks and one conversion that made me 0.06 lol. Yesterday I got 13 clicks and 2 conversion that made me 0.15 lol.

Does anyone know why I make so low money per conversion before I made 1.52 from 2 conversions and 1.29 from 6 conversions.

Thanks for reading I'll keep you updated...
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Hey, first good luck on your journey, hope you'll earns a lot and hit your objective. Secondly, it depends on the country, US conversion pays more than INDIA conversion for example :)
 
AlwaySeo said:
Hey, first good luck on your journey, hope you'll earns a lot and hit your objective. Secondly, it depends on the country, US conversion pays more than INDIA conversion for example :)
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Thanks, I wish you all the luck. Do you have any experience with CPA? If so do you mind PMing me to maybe help me out with something? :)
 
Stop being a fucking idiot, to begin with, ditch the "last try" part. Success isn't based on luck but rather of how many times you've failed and managed to get back up.

You're young as fuck get back to school, I've seen dudes who literally had some sort of retardation(literally) make it in school, why wouldn't you be able to?

People die, get used to it, your grandpa was very important for you, I get it, but that shit happens and you're gonna have to learn to deal with it, a lot more people are gonna die as you age.

Instead of trying to cope with how shitty your life is you should just have a more positive outlook and get things back on track, men don't pussy out and run away from problems, they face them and fix them, are you a man or a woman?!?


PS: Dealing with your dad must be hard but endure it and remember, you have a shit ton of years ahead of you, learn from your dads mistakes, don't be him, strive to become someone decent not only for yourself but also for your future wife and kids.
 
This is definitely a journey I'll like to look out for. You've gone past the most difficult part, which is making your first dollar, you can only scale and grow more. I wish you all the best mate
 
spectrejoe said:
Stop being a fucking idiot, to begin with, ditch the "last try" part. Success isn't based on luck but rather of how many times you've failed and managed to get back up.

You're young as fuck get back to school, I've seen dudes who literally had some sort of retardation(literally) make it in school, why wouldn't you be able to?

People die, get used to it, your grandpa was very important for you, I get it, but that shit happens and you're gonna have to learn to deal with it, a lot more people are gonna die as you age.

Instead of trying to cope with how shitty your life is you should just have a more positive outlook and get things back on track, men don't pussy out and run away from problems, they face them and fix them, are you a man or a woman?!?


PS: Dealing with your dad must be hard but endure it and remember, you have a shit ton of years ahead of you, learn from your dads mistakes, don't be him, strive to become someone decent not only for yourself but also for your future wife and kids.
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I probably have some sort of retardation too so I can also make it I guess but it's very hard to keep going to school when you get bullied. Also I guess I need to stop feeling bad and start trying even harder like you said...

adesinaabolaji said:
This is definitely a journey I'll like to look out for. You've gone past the most difficult part, which is making your first dollar, you can only scale and grow more. I wish you all the best mate
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Thanks for the motivation bro, wish you all the best. Do you have any tips on how to scale on youtube?
 
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spookywhite said:
I probably have some sort of retardation too so I can also make it I guess but it's very hard to keep going to school when you get bullied. Also I guess I need to stop feeling bad and start trying even harder like you said...
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If you say "probably" then no, you do not have any type of retardation.

Even if you did that's not an excuse.

But yes, try harder, not only in IM but in every aspect of your life, if you want your life to improve then you're the one who needs to make the gears move
 
Hey, even my grandpa (maternal grandfather) was very close to me. He was my whole world. In fact, other family members used to abuse and shout at him as he loved me and did everything I wanted him to. He was just my world but he left me and I understand because he was sick and I couldn't see him sick like that hence I told myself that he would not want you to cry for him (I just had a tear rolled down my eye wow). He was the ONLY one in the family that I had a connection with.

And if you don't mind me asking, what happened to your grandpa's business?

And just advice, when you start making a decent amount, move out. Maybe stay with a friend for some months or paying guest until you get more money to get your own place. I am telling you sooner or later, as you said you faced panic and depressions, it can have a massive impact on your FOCUS.

All the best on your journey. Remember this world and its people will try to demotivate you and bring you down on every step in every day but you will not give up and lose focus. Stay positive brother. :)
 
UPDATE:

Got 8 clicks now and 2 conversions that made 0.42 that's my stats for today.
 
spectrejoe said:
Stop being a fucking idiot, to begin with, ditch the "last try" part. Success isn't based on luck but rather of how many times you've failed and managed to get back up.

You're young as fuck get back to school, I've seen dudes who literally had some sort of retardation(literally) make it in school, why wouldn't you be able to?

People die, get used to it, your grandpa was very important for you, I get it, but that shit happens and you're gonna have to learn to deal with it, a lot more people are gonna die as you age.

Instead of trying to cope with how shitty your life is you should just have a more positive outlook and get things back on track, men don't pussy out and run away from problems, they face them and fix them, are you a man or a woman?!?


PS: Dealing with your dad must be hard but endure it and remember, you have a shit ton of years ahead of you, learn from your dads mistakes, don't be him, strive to become someone decent not only for yourself but also for your future wife and kids.
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blablabla you think you are doing him a favour by being jerk, that's the same attitude that comes out of people with little knowledge of depression and metal illness, they think depressed people are just weak or not "man enough", and that's a big mistake, depression is not what the average joe think it is, it a serious mental issue and can be as dangerous to your health as a deadly cancers, if it hits you (especially if your're underage) it can destroy your self image, your relationships, you concentration and memory and it will make negativity your default mood, so you better shut up because you don't know what you're talking about
 
dicekid said:
blablabla you think you are doing him a favour by being jerk, that's the same attitude that comes out of people with little knowledge of depression and metal illness, they think depressed people are just weak or not "man enough", and that's a big mistake, depression is not what the average joe think it is, it a serious mental issue and can be as dangerous to your health as a deadly cancers, if it hits you (especially if your're underage) it can destroy your self image, your relationships, you concentration and memory and it will make negativity your default mood, so you better shut up because you don't know what you're talking about
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Depression is nothing more than a coping mechanic your brain has due to how pussified society has become with the passage of time. Depression wasn't a thing in the old times when life was hard, people got too used to comfort & not facing their issues, instead they hide and feel sorry for themselves.

You think I've never been through depression? Think again.

If you're gonna allow yourself to be depressed then what's the point of living at all? Grief & momentary depression is PERFECTLY common & acceptable due to loss of loved ones or whatever reason but you should never allow it to dictate your life. Most people going through depressions have people to help them but those that don't have to man up and force changes to happen, happiness wont fall on your lap if you don't search hard enough for it.
 
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