[JOURNEY] Fucking it up again & again

Hello my BHW fellas, today I want to tell my story of these past year, this is a personal journey, so if you're hoping me to tell you how I made 10k in one day, nope, that's not gonna happen haha, well...


Everything started the last year, as you can see I don't have so many posts but I love reading this incredible forum, in that time I used to have a shitty relationship for real a SHITTY one, everything I wanted to do was to make something, test a method and see what happens, I always thought of working hard and smart instead of just working hard and going nowhere, that's not life, I think that you gotta work hard and smart, scale it up, sell and then let's see what happen next, so with that mindset is how I found this forum, I felt involve instantly with everything I was reading, it was full of content (I know it always does) but I gave power to that relationship that was taking nowhere, so I got kinda depressed and everything was wrong for me, everything I was doing was wrong, blah blah, I was thinking so freakin negative, my grandma (RIP) used to have diabetes, and well her disease was getting worse and worse, time past and now it was 2019

I have an incredible story with her, in those moments she told me all of her stories, all of them, how she went to USA and did everything she wanted to do and more, I was so amazed with everything she told me, so I thought what the fuck I'm doing here, I have to travel and do shit for myself, so I did, I was working online at Appen, maybe some of you know this platform, I was going to use that money to test some methods but I talked to myself and thought, ok, you are in a shitty relationship, you are in the last semester of college, you have money and the opportunity to travel, what will you do, so I said fuck it! and I bought a ticket flight to Vancouver

BRO! THE BEST DECISION I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!

As soon as 3 weeks passed I broke up with that girlfriend, obviously I was going trough the depression, it wasn't going to go away just like that, so, I and a friend got a job in construction, we got kicked out because a guy in another site, whatever we can find other job, so we took a job painting houses, which I can say, well, the boss was kind of hard, he is a hard worker in his life was really difficult, briefly, he was shitty in the work environment but he was a cool person, I learned a lot from him I'm really grateful for everything that I learned and everything he saw on me, it made me realize that I can make the shit, so I empowered myself, he fire me for any other reason, and I got another job, it was cool to be honest, it was in construction as well but this time was shooting concrete, everything was cool, then I met this girl, bro, it was like feeling love for the first time again, for real, actually every time that I think of her, it makes me feel the same way, anyways, we made a great connection, I really appreciate her, anyways I don't want to go into details


I came back to my city and I was recently graduated from college, Software development btw, but I never liked the idea of working for someone else, I've already done it before, I worked for a big international company but I didn't want that anymore, so back in time I was thinking in making a business importing products from china, so I did that, it took me one week to set up everything on facebook, nothing big like worldwide, just selling locally, so, for every item that I sale has a little bit more than 100% in ROI, pretty cool right? it takes several weeks but completely worth it for the roi, I started that and it was for me another act of empowerment to myself, so I said ok, let's go to another kind of business, since I was 16 years old I always wanted to make something in real estate, so I check eventbrite for any kind of workshop, and yeah I found a lot, so I signed up and I just finished making my real estate agency, which now is on hold because another project, I've put a lot of time a lot of effort and money into this project that i'm making and i haven't had any sale, which makes me feel a lot of stuff and question me, like what am i doing wrong, what else do i have to make, to give you a context of this project, this is a special shop for limited time, I used facebook groups, ig, i made the ecommerce and i am doing everything to make traffic but i haven't had any sale, it's been 2 weeks of hard work, idk what else to do with this project but anyways, hope someday learned from the mistakes i am making with this store, but it makes me kinda sad at the same time because its a HUGE HUGE HUGE. opportunity, it has a big PASSIONATE NICHE and these last days it's been having a lot of mentions, so i thought it would be kind of easier to get into that train haha, also me and my brother were making a factory to sell on amazon, i was helping him but i know that the product its no that huge or that you need, unless you make it to need it, i have told him several times what he can do, but he doesn't listen, so i decided to make my own shit

EXPERIENCE LIFE
so, what i've learned in those months is that you have to make the things that you want to do,
you wanna travel? do it,
you wanna end that relationship? do it,
you wanna drink a beer? do it,
you wanna be happy? just be
you wanna cry? do it

but don't blame yourself, just enjoy the moment that you're being trough, even if it is the hardest one, enjoy it, because it's not gonna last, and when you see back to those days you're gonna think 'Hey, i'm glad i experienced those moments, because those moments took me to the moment that i'm living right now' and I'm not trying to being that coach, i'm noone to tell you what to do in your life, it's YOUR life, even your parents can't tell you what to do, they're your choices, your decisions, your wishes , your everything, so if you desire to do something, just do it, but remind to yourself there's a chain in life, you will need at first to be to then do and then have

so far so good, as the time passes i'm gonna edit and write more on this post, i'm not trying to change anyone's life, because the only person who has that power its yourself, nobody is somebody to give you an advice, i'm just talking from my experiences and from the bottom of my hearth, cheers everyone

Too long for me to read.

Cheers to you 2 mate