Hey bro, I don't know if this will help but perhaps some perspective might help. My wife is in hospital right now, with perforated bowel, in so much pain they finally had to knock her out with Duragesic as the morphine wasn't working. Duragestic or Fentyl is the ROT they use to put one under for surgery and speaking of which she has MAJOUR surgery tomorrow, so I know it hurts to lose a girlfriend but I'm chuffin' freaking as I COULD TOTALLY lose me wife tomorrow and I have NO IDEA if Id even wish to go on..
I have to though as I've started a brand new business, designing futbol type kits, woolies hoodies and shorts to take me mind off HORROR.. tonight..so mate, all I'm saing is, and I know it sort of sounds petty, but it could be SO MUCH WORSE. Perspective my brother. And I'm very sad too. Let us drink heavily or whatwot to our women. Love never dies mate, and perhaps she'll come back. I pray me wife does.