I don't make alot of money, but I think I'm afraid to be success.There are so many ways, but I'm not doing it.I can see that if I want, I can make huge money and I'm even afraid to imagine that I make huge money.Isn't it possible to make ehh 100 thousands a day, if maths exist, it should be possible.So, should I make 100 thousand a day ? I don't know, I think its too much, I want to stop working online, I want to go out and get a life.I don't know when its going to stop.I thought I would reach 10 thousand a day and I will stop.I know I got to work, and it could take anywhere from 1 month to 6 or 12 months.I have learn alot alredy, but I havn't done alot of things.And there is alot of things to learn when I actually do things.How about I make 10 thousand a day, and then stop forever, then after 1 year, suddenly, they close my accounts, so earnings would be from 10 thousand a day to 0 a day.So, I can't stop working.And I'm sure I can't stop myself from checking stats everyday.I want to go out and work like other people.I should be in college now, I have never gone to college and I should be in year 2 or 3 now.I'm lost. Actually, I love working online, its comfortable, its cool, I am good at it, I enjoy it actually, but I usually spend 24 hours a day to things I enjoy and its not good spending 24 hours infront of a pc.Its like I'm living in virtual world.If I want I can stop, and after 10 years, I might look back and remember the days I use to spend online working, I would be always proud of the money and knowledge I have about internet.But if I want, I could stay online for another 10 years and die infront of my pc without anyone knowing that I'm dead. Is seo going to be useful in my life ? Life is so short to learn even 10 % of make money online tricks, there are so many ways. I got to live 10 + 10 + 10 + 10 + 10 + 10 + 10 = 70 years 20 years is gone, another 50 years, 10 years will past so fast and soon I will be 30, then 40, then 50 then I'm going to be old. I feel like the success I get is just money, not success in work, because knowledge of seo etc doesn't give anything, no body knows about it, unlike a writer, a business man, and other jobs, they get success in work and money but I only get success in money. I need some good advice, your advice can change my life. Any comments or advice is appreciated. (I feel like I cannot work online and live in real world at the same time, I got to do either 1 because when I work online I live in virtual world, my mind thinks and feel about it 24 hours.) its damn long.