Right now I'm working as internet marketer (Part-Time) but I don't like to work even if is my field. My dream is to be free in this world, simple as that.
I don't know. You are playing with your future here. If you don't like to work in your field than maybe you shouldn't pursue that field since you are not passionate about it.
A man who is passionate about his work, loves his work and does not complain about how much he hates his job online. If he does not put his sexuality into his work than this leads to problems for himself.
Here is what I did, my own personal example is playing Minecraft for a few weeks. I was so happy that I was building my own little civillization. It made something tingle inside of me that I thought wasn't still there even if I was not earning anything from doing it. I was pretending and using my imagination for my own personal benefit and I really wanted to share this "world" with other people. This would lead to profit.
So at the same time I was doing this world building, I wrote stories that were themed to the world I had put together. The game helped me visualize what I wanted to become real on paper. I had entire adventures in my head. Maybe someday I will sell it in bits and pieces to the public.
Another example I read online once, is of a man who quit his career to fish. This guy loved to fish so much he quit his career to just do that, fish. His wife didn't appreciate his rekindled passion for fishing and wanted to leave him.
But I can see where you are coming from. It is obvious that not everyone wants to be in school and you would rather be somewhere else besides that classroom.
Ask yourself, what do you want to do for the rest of your life from this day forward.
Do you want to play with money all day as a banker?
Do you love firing weapons all day long?
Do you like the feeling of flying high in the sky?
It goes deeper than that.
I personally sit here and pretend that I am a Morlock from H.G. Wells, The Time Machine.
I sit in front of a computer ringing what is basically a digital bell that makes the Eloi (or whatever you want to call your customers) come to me. The Eloi come and some of them fall into my traps (digital sales pages)
If IM was to dry up for all eternity, I better hope to come up with something as mudane as soap on a rope or socks that smell like rotting fish. Because you know at the end of the day, it's all about convincing someone why it's a good idea for them to give you their money.
