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I'm completely broken, what do i do?

Discussion in 'Black Hat SEO' started by lakim0, Nov 11, 2012.

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  1. lakim0

    lakim0 BANNED BANNED

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    One month ago I had to sell everything to pay all the bills and debts !

    Lost everything, I had only $1.36 in my paypal account.

    Since that day I'm trying to gather some cash to start a small business.

    I finally collected $70 today, I was gonna buy VPS with SEO Softwares and make a small site, than sell it

    But when I was exchanging my money (GEL) to $$$ for paypal one cruel person scammed me.

    Now I'm completely broken, I don't have any money to buy VPS or other stuff.

    Next month I have to pay over $500 to my University + home bills, if I won't, I'll be kicked out !

    Why is life sometimes so cruel to people who are really trying to achieve something?

    I've said too many times "Here's another problem, but it won't drag me down, I won't give up" but everything is going in the wrong way!

    I almost cried, I ask myself "How? Why?" thousand times a minute, I don't know what to do.

    This is not the reason to post it here and waste your time but I'm completely broken inside.

    I don't see even the slightest light in this situation, "Don't worry, everything will be OK" ??? I feel like giving up, but I don't want to.

    I've heard that a hundred times, it can't help.

    Anyone tell me what would you do if you were in my place?

    I can't even get a job outside, I'm at the University 2/3 day, doing IM from there, FUCK MY LIFE!

    Have you been in a situation like this? Are you alive? Maybe I can survive too? :alcoholic
     
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  2. sirgold

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    You get a pt job to get back on yer feet the 1/3 of the day you're not doing something else.
     
  3. lakim0

    lakim0 BANNED BANNED

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    It's not that easy, even getting full-time job is the hardest thing in my country, that's almost impossible.................................

    I feel horrible, I don't wanna give up but I'm cramped...
     
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    how did you get scammed?
     
  5. florflor

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    I know that feel bro.

    In 3 months I could be in oblivion. Even more debt, totally maxxed out and nowhere to go except the streets.

    I am even thinking of flying to Thailand and trying to live cheap, just so I can actually save some money.

    I moved back in with my mother before but I will not do it again, on the principle of it.
     
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  6. Redox123

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    Remember.
    Work hard 24 hours a day.
    If you sleep. You do it wrong.

    Work hard now and get paid later and enjoy your life.
    Be like Mark Zuckerberg.
    Everything is impossible.
     
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    Get a part time job, bro. Don't tell me it's impossible on your country. If you still say so, then I'd be assuming you are just a lazy person trying to call attention and this thread is an indirect "begging".

    Life is hard.
     
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    Can i ask , where are you from ?
     
  9. saxgod

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    dont they have mcdonalds there ?
     
  10. dog-tag

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    At least now the only way is up :)

    You need cash-flow to help your situation, so get work.

    Work can be a job, or it can be odd jobs... but find a way to make cash.
    If you can't find ways to make cash offline, then you won't be able to do it online either.

    I might be able to help you out with some tools, but remember they're are just tools, your skill and knowledge is the important part.
     
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    sell the cat in your avatar looks expensive ....
     
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    Asif WILSON Khan Executive VIP Premium Member

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    I have had things very tough at times and been very very low but there is always an end in sight and what seems terrible today won't feel so bad in the future. It won't make you feel better now but just stay strong.
     
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    Nevermind the advice to get a part time job. Instead... get a job. Anything you can get, and full time would be better. If you're in over your head that bad, you can't be picky. Go to any fast food place, chain store, anywhere that will pay you money for time.

    Now I'm not saying to give up on the be-your-own-boss, work-from-home dream. But don't lose your home to it either... work on that in your down time. Quite simply, you need money. Right?

    On a side note, working a "regular job" for money might give you time to focus more on the specific skills and interests you have, so your web business can grow to be successful instead of just chasing after potential dollar signs.
     
  14. lakim0

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    Blueplanet, I'm from Georgia, Europe.

    dog-tag, I really appreciate your kindness.

    trustedfire9, I think you are the person who thinks that irony makes him cool, go on bro, be happy :)
     
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    Somehow try to get some money. Work as much as you can until you really can't stay up and just get some sleep. When I mean work I mean make a plan and then do it. Put in 30 hours a week and you will see money coming in trust me. I can only imagine being in your situation because I am in college too but I only pay my loan after graduating and it is not much because I had made payments to cover for one year so I am doing OK right now. Just keep going man.
     
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    lakim0,

    Going into Internet Marketing when you are broke and desperate to pay the bills is a really terrible idea. To make it successful you will always need to make a significant investment of both time and money.

    Find a job, any job, trade your time for the money you need at the end of the month.

    Start to do IM/SEO in your spare time until it starts to make money, get into Web Design and sell your services to local businesses generally both Web Design and SEO go nicely together. Setup Wordpress-based sites for your clients with some free/professional looking themes and you can do one or two of these a week (easily). When you get to the point that you have $500-1000 coming in every month reliably and diversified you can start to use your IM/SEO to pay the bills on a more permanent basis.
     
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    Can you "do" anything? Writing, link building, design, etc I'm sure if you offer to work, some people would be happy to contribute towards paying those bills next month.
     
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    Sure, I know my thread looks like I'm newbie but it's not true, I've been making $50-100 average a day, but I HAD TO SELL EVERYTHING TO THE LAST PENNY TO PAY MY FAMILY'S DEBTS.

    I can do SEO, link building etc.. but all that takes time... I made a few fiverr gigs but if I don't order them myself, no one will buy it without a good feedback, couldn't even get 10$ to buy them.. I tried postloop, but got rejected...

    I think you are right guys, I should have known, I just wanted some inspiration I guess, I'll go and work my ass off, that's the only way left.

    Thank you for your kind words!
     
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    Don't loose hope, keep trying things. Everything will be alright one day. You're better from Thousands of people around you. Even i have seen some people who don't have money for food but they still live. So learn something from these type of people and kepp trying. ask me for any kind of help in IM. I would love to help you if i could :)
     
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