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Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by wowhaxor, Feb 1, 2016.

  1. wowhaxor

    wowhaxor Elite Member

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    Hey,

    Originally I was going to be moving and offline for a few days, well long story short everything went badly including 2 days in the hospital so it ended up being I don't even know like 10 days. I have a TON of e-mails in all my accounts, too many to go over.

    SO, if you STILL need something just hit me up now; I'm back at it.
     
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  2. K.H.R

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    Welcome Back. Happy Blackhatting....
     
  3. Aty

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    I WANT MY MONEY BACK RIGHT NOW!

    Just kidding. :) How did you end up in the hospital?
     
  4. manjeet036

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    haha funny.. Welcome back dude..
     
  5. Sherbert Hoover

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    That must have been some intense moving.
     
  6. MisterF

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    Welcome back mate, hope the sex change operation went well :)
     
  7. Conor

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    Did you try carry a couch up a flight of stairs alone? I've been there dude.

    Seriously though, I hope you're alright. Welcome back.
     
  8. wowhaxor

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    No actually its drug psychosis. Like even though I wasn't getting high for this last week I'd get real paranoid but I wouldn't realize it because instead of thinking paranoid thoughts I would hear it in people's voices who were like in the other room whispering stuff (like my friend would be talking about stealing my wallet or my girl would be talking about how much she hates me - but its just hallucinations). So I didn't realize I was being crazy I just thought everyone was plotting on me and then I'd freak out and think everyone was lying when they said they weren't saying anything. I guess its actually been going on for like a month but it took my girl sitting me down to admit it.

    Really it wasn't even bothering me but to see the way people I love would look at me when I freak out, like sad and worried and scared was getting really hard.

    Its basically like being schizophrenic but its only temporary, I got some meds too and I was feeling a lot better yesterday (still hearing shit but realizing instantly it wasn't real) and really good today (not hearing anything). If I can stay sober I can probably taper off the meds over a week or two and see if I'm good so its not a big deal at all.
     
  9. T2tkid

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    Glad to know you are back and well.
    Regarding you hearing stuffs.... pewep :) j/k
     
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    Dude! your an IM guru, making millions, of course your friends are plotting against you in the other room, that's what happens when your at the top of your game. :)
     
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    Welcome Back OP ..hope you are doing good now.
     
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  12. kalelreturns

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    This is what drugs does to you kids. Welcome back and best of luck sobering up.
     
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  13. wowhaxor

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    I know right? I think the doctors might be in on it too (just kidding).
     
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    Welcome back mate. Hope the nurses were fit.
     
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    Hope you get good man
     
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    Hopefully you'll recover shortly! My only drug I use is working too much, and diet Pepsi, damn I love it. :)
     
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    Once upon a time, a long long time ago when I did this kind of stuff, I dropped some molly at a club, I took the regular dose i.e. 2 at once but I guess it was really pure shit. Hit me like a TON of bricks, basically I was tripping balls. I started hallucinating thinking everyone was looking at me and talking about me. I walked around the club paranoid, then I walked out and through the cops and security were coming after me with helicopters and those big ass lights.

    I called a cab and sat on the sidewalk thinking oh shit. Went home and slept for like 2 days. I was paranoid after that for a few months, took some time to rub it all off!

    I would go to raves and pop 10 pills a night, it was just crazy shit back then. I can't believe what I was doing.

    My only advice, just watch what you're doing. You're not going to stop just because someone tells you to, just be responsible and know when to ask for help!
     
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    Welcome back dude, hope everything went well whatever it was.
     
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    I remember the days you were here and everything went amazingly smooth.

    Glad to see you're back to bring us there ;) ...

    I used your story about dropping out playing Warcraft for xxx,xxx when I was younger and now can resemble that to myself.

    Seems you never lost it, now that the game goes into building assets get yourself to it if you're not already there.

    You were one of my examples, however I did finish high school as per my dads request... Even though I didn't want to I might continue education in a new gold rush later in life unless this one overlaps it.

    As we all say... Once you go black you never go back.
     
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    Welcome back bud!

    Glad to hear you are getting better.