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I wasn't given a choice to learn sorcery

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by pewep, May 19, 2015.

  1. pewep

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    In a way I kind of envy you guys. You can lead perfectly normal, happy, successful lives asleep and never be the wiser. It's not even a minor part of who you are or your life happiness. What's funny is that native Americans say that crazy people are shamans who never made their way through the wilderness. I believe that's more accurate than they can imagine, even though it was probably said out of a romantic sentiment.

    It was either learn witchcraft or go insane. I wasn't given another option around that. My third eye and crown chakra opened up by force on their own when I was around 22-24. To say it was traumatic is a big understatement. It wasn't really headaches, etc... it was the feeling of so much energy trapped in my head and spine I thought I was literally going to spontaneously combust. In fact even to this day if I don't meditate and vent off the energy in some way, I start feeling a little crazy.

    I don't think I would go back even if I could. Why would I? I've seen demons, evil spirits, angels, deities, and thing happen before they do. I've seen objects move on their own just by looking at them, painted the sky with a different weather on a whim like I was some kind of artist, and things I honestly don't have the english vocabulary to describe. I've seen a broken down, tormented husk of a boy turn into a great man with a future - through the subtle influence of those who are unseen (this wasn't me btw, someone I was close to).

    Which brings me to today. As I was walking home, I saw three dead young birds. They were being eaten by ants. I've noticed that when the spirits talk to me, they don't use this inferior method of communication, which is imperfect. They talk to you with everything around you, like all of nature. I didn't think anything about it until I saw a huge, huge dead wasp. That made me think "Alright, who else is gonna get fucked up today?" A couple minutes later, it turns out that one of my friends (well, more of an acquaintance that I've hung out with once and was pretty okay) just got locked up with 7 felonies for stealing a truck - literally last night. Nobody has any idea why. I knew the guy had a problem with drugs, so it's very likely he did it while out of his mind and is currently sitting in a cell still wondering wtf happened. I'm contemplating helping him, but on the other hand I'd like to find out more about what his underlying issue is that caused him to do that - especially since he was already on probation.

    Should I help him? Currently I'm thinking probably not because the dry time might be a chance to give him the clarity of mind he needs to fix his life.
     
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    I don't think you chose the option you think you chose
     
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    Pewep, wrong time to ask for advice about sorcery. We are all here
     
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    Pewep use your powers to put a shoe or kitten on seoking's head
     
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    I would not help him. In my younger days I very much enjoyed partaking in the drug scene especially psychedelics. I quickly learned however that when dealing with drugs, there is a certain level of responsibility and accountability you must hold yourself to. It is obvious he does not know this and maybe this will open his eyes. Judging by your posts in this forum, I assume either you were involved with drugs at one point or another, or you grew up in an environment were they were very prevalent. Let him learn his own lessons and pave his path himself. What kind of life is it to never go out and blaze your own trail?
     
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    Wow this was the weirdest post Ive ever seen on this forums.
     
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    Looks like you're not a pewep regular reader - have a look at this threads :)
     
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    Lol all his posts are like this, wowzers lol.
     
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    You didn't choose sorcery, sorcery chose you... with a sorting hat
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    For anyone thinking the hat is not black, you should know that it IS black but only bh sorcerers can see it as such. To the rest, it is camouflaged with a Pewep 9000 concealment spell.
     
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    Pewep do you have a website, social page or a YouTube channel?

    Somewhere that i can follow you other than here.
     
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    Actually, no I grew up in a very, very straight edge family. In fact my mum was the only one that had ever drank - and she only had 1-2 glasses every 3 weeks lol. I've done drugs before lol, I'm pretty sure 1001 people have in their youth but I'd stopped for quite a few years before I began to experience the onset of this shit.

    I guess leaving him alone to learn from his mistakes is probably the best choice but the fact is that having felonies on your record is a lifetime scar. It automatically lowers your income, health, etc... not just for your generation but your children as well. That really sucks.

    You know what's funny is that yesterday was the new moon and it's the best time to cast dark spells. The atmosphere usually doesn't really affect me (I mean any time outside of the week of the full moon I feel like crap with low energy but it's not too bad) but yesterday was different. I felt a lot of fear and anxiety, unusual amounts not really what I've felt in a long time. I dunno. I take the time to piece together all of my experiences to see what's going on. Then this morning, I felt perfectly fine like everything had passed. Maybe in some way I got tangled up with that guy, because I've been to jail before and I felt incredible fear and anxiety then. I don't think I have an obligation to do anything for him except be a good person and I think just letting him face that challenge is the best option.
     
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    This gets me thinking....how do we end up in IM?? Seems like this job really attracts some of the most ....exotic.... people ;)
     
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    This, gentlemen, is the sales mastery level - you don't promote, people ask to subscribe to your funnel. Isn't that sorcery?
     
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    Talking about my stuff? Absolutely not. I keep this shit locked up tight as the head of a drum and only my closest friends have any idea :D. And my family I guess but I showed them my tk abilities so they aren't 100% sure what to really think of me.
     
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    You don't want to know what kind of "people" other sectors attract - like say the teen sports coaches biz...
     
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    This is going to sound bizarre but it's a legitimate question... When you're in jail, how is using the restroom? I've heard the toilet is out in the open and honestly I think I'd be terrified if I was surrounded by a bunch of hardened criminals watching me use the restroom... What was your experience with that?
     
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    My left ball hangs a little lower than my right ball...any magic tricks up your sleeve to even the boys out????
     
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    The take away - no you can't have it - but if you really really want it, I might make an exception but it will be just this once and it will cost. Pewep the magician salesman. :eek:
     
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