I was also testing how deep were you in that mental trouble... and got to know from the above comment that you're a fake!
You're getting a kick out of the members, who are showing some real concern for you, but your thread actually deserves to get kicked around like a football by those other members because it is based on a fake distress call...
Anyway, you are ruining it for the future really affected members who could get some real-time help from forums like ours.
I remember that a lady had actually taken lots of sleeping pills and was in a panic state when she had asked for help on another forum. It happened some 10 or so years back... on DailyGuidePosts forums. But as there were no other fake calls like yours, she got help IN TIME, and she could get emergency help from the authorities, who later told a forum friend who accompanied her to the ER that another 30 minutes delay could have put her into coma, or she could have died. The forum members did everything they could to keep her spirits up, and made her call 911 (or whatever the emergency number is in the US). She was an old member and we knew that she had a cousin who was also her friend. We got her phone number, and her cousin rushed to help her and got real medical help in time....
Anyway, a person like you could need similar (real) help some day in future, and at that time I hope that people (members on a forum, or real locals) would really believe and get him some timely help...
A forum, even a BH kind, isn't a place to fool around with such fake panic threads. Members, at least some, could get really concerned for such a fake panic call.
Anyway, get your
kicks out of this foolery... I am writing just to let people know that they could be needed to help real distress calls, may be on plenty of occasions, and those times they understand the difference between a stupidly fake and a real life distress situation as soon as they can... Forums can, and have been known to save real people, and I am a witness to such a real life situation where a possible suicide was averted in time.
Get real soon...
Btw, it takes really a great amount of sleeping pills to end the life. Else it can damage the organs of the body, brain especially... That lady had taken a lot, but that was not sufficient though to kill her as she had intended. Timely help got out most of the pills, and saved her from becoming a vegetable for life. By this, you can now really understand the role played by that forum in saving a life.
I watch the Blacklist and my cat regularly beats me, especially when I don't scratch under her chin. She is demanding, and she likes to take over my bed. She gets mad when I don't change her litter box or water.
I don't know what to do. She has four legs and claws while I only have two hands and stubby fingernails worn down from typing.
