I only make money online when I...

It's easy to say non-drug users to "leave it". OP needs serious support and this should not be from BHW. Luckily he's living in Canada, so he can find support groups easily if he wants.

The drugs are a short circuit and an escape from a bigger problem that you have. Do a dopamine detox, find yourself new habits. Make your bed. Write a list about all the things that you have that people would die to have. Be grateful for where you are. Try to focus on the opportunities that are slowly letting drain away. Go for runs and love yourself.

After all that, and after finding that you actually love yourself. Treat yourself as someone you are responsible to help. You will get your ass of bed and actually do the work...

Thanks for everyones contribution.
I'd like to clarify I am not addicted in any way, nor do I use any drugs for more than a week in a 3 month period.

It goes a little something like this:

Website 1 makes $2800 per month which lets me live off the earnings comfortably.

I have ideas to make new websites but because of pure laziness and comfort of earning passive $2800 per month which covers most bills, I decide not to do it.

Website 1 now starts to lose rankings and earnings go down to $200-$500 per month after an update or even down to $0 depending on how bad the loss is.

Now I am earning next to nothing.

I take adderall and work hard for the next 3-4 days, nearly 15 hour days, setting up Website 2 and Website 3 which I was too lazy to start during my Website 1 earning days,

Now Website 2 and 3 are starting to slowly earn, rankings increase, paid ad campaigns are working, and my earnings go back to $2,000 per month.

Now I am lazy again, do no work, live off the income, take no drugs during this time.

Site starts to fail for one reason or another and I repeat the pattern

If you have a proven model for earnings, then you just need to create an SOP for your process, and hire a VA to implement.
Surely you can develop an automated ROI.

italianstarman said:

That's a bad habit you should get rid off!

It is mostly in your mind! You can do the same without. Just pure motivation!

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Exactly, or just replace it with something innocent like a glass of pure orange. Trick the brain.

For me,I started my online journey around 6-8 Months ago,What made me start was seeing people grow and earn money and here I was wasting my time like shit and doing unnecessary things which aren’t going to get me anywhere.

So now what motivates me is Money,Today I have $$$$/month for an example and I am hungry as fuck to take it up to $$$$$/month,I never meditate nor do I take drugs or any medication.

For me,It’s my hunger to earn money that motivates me no matter what’s the case.

As far as i know (personal exp.) Adderal does not make addiction, its up to you if you use it or not. So you deffo start thinking the other way around and not let it grow on you like it is now

Are you sure you are not experiencing depression or mood disorders of any?

You're sending your brain messages that everything is "fine" when it's not. You then are more motivated once you're drug-driven, rewarding your brain to keep the system going.

You should avoid such drugs, you will sooner or later will not be able to be motivated or driven under normal circumstances and based on natural and positive emotions.

Why not trying rewarding yourself with other things like coffee, light beer, chocolate, treating yourself with other food that you love, or buying cool items for yourself?
I suggest you find other things that can keep you motivated.

Buy phenylalanine and take it with b6 and vitamin c first thing in the morning. It looks like your dopamine got too low and this supplements will safely help you restore your dopamine levels.