I'll be completely frank with this thread. I am unhappy with how my life is going but I can't quite figure out where I want to go or to do... http://www.blackhatworld.com/blackhat-seo/blackhat-lounge/631631-i-feel-like-throwing-towel.html I wrote this thread a while back about 2 years ago and I've risen and fallen with my earnings (parents fucked me over again). I'm away from them thankfully but not I really don't have a clue on what to do. I feel like I don't have the skills to do work for clients and I don't know what I would even begin to offer them. It just feels like I'm not even worth earning as much as I do (a pitiful $500-$700 a month). The only reason why I even earn that much is because a friend of mine basically handed me a method and said here you go. It doesn't feel right to use that method but its money and it pays my bills to an extent. As I said I moved out of my parent's house into my real dad's house (in florida) who is a complete bum. Yes I can say that because it is true. He sits around at the beach all the time and collects his monthly disability checks to pay the rent on half of a house he rents out. He keeps saying he wants to learn what I do but I never believe him. He always states he doesn't want to make too much money as to not lose his disability checks. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm not learning anything anymore like I used to in the past. I used to sit there and bang on a method for weeks on end to get it done right. I used to be the best at ranking YouTube videos and making them last forever with my kickass YouTube account creation methods. That's all gone now thanks to changes that I can't control and I understand that. I just don't feel proud of anything I do or anything I've done in the past any more. Feels worthless.