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Holy SHIT!!

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by BlackHat Man, Nov 16, 2011.

  1. BlackHat Man

    BlackHat Man Newbie

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    hey guys

    just had a HUGE revelation in my life

    firstly though little backstory....

    always been smart, healthy, athletic, but then suffered massive anxiety, depression, injuries and physical pain througout highschool.

    im 19 now.

    just got back from family coounselling session

    basically i went through my childhood saying, how i liked being by myself didnt need to talk much, perfrectionist... and other traits

    and the counselour says "oh yeah theres a name/disorder for all of these things"
    me: so what is it??

    counselor: asbergers.

    me: huh? ... wtf is that?

    counselour: bunch of personality traits passed down by genes

    me:... oh... for fucks sake why didnt anyone tell me earlier??

    dad: why didnt anyone tell me??

    lol

    so i have asbergers, or many of the traits. and yeah. with asbergers way more prone to anxiety, and then obviously depression and other social issues.
    funny that...

    PS btw Bill Gates has asbergers... one of the many perks is being a really smart mutha fucka ;)
     
  2. antsaoo

    antsaoo Supreme Member

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    Lol asberger :), the thing being smart could also be you just thinking being smarter than other people. IF your always alone how can you know how smart some people really are :D.

    But i understand.
     
  3. roamer

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    It's called Aperger's Syndrome, it's related to autism:

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    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aspergers_Syndrome
    There's a big (I think it's the biggest) community for people with Asperger's (and other autism centric traits):

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    http://www.wrongplanet.net/

    I've met a lot of people with Asperger's. There have been at least a couple of them at every job I've had for the last 3 years or so, that's how I learned about it.
     
  4. tony-raymondo

    tony-raymondo Junior Member

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    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome

    you have to take a series of tests

    I failed two of them

    perhaps i have it.

    its not a black and white disorder. it's also controversial. And there are various levels along the spectrum.
     
  5. tzampas

    tzampas Junior Member

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    good for you, now monetize your disease
     
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  6. BlackHat Man

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    because school was a walk in the park in terms of academic performance :)
     
  7. Chees

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    Its funny how nowadays shrinks have a syndrom for just about anything. But I guess those pills need selling so .. not my problem. Too bad for the people who fall for it. There just like: well the doctor said I should take those pills so Im taking it, cuz the doctor told me to, you know. And hey what do you know those pills turns out to be addictive so once you start taking them you just cant stop like that because it gets worse. You need to take them for months and then stop them gradually. Thats how you market human health.
     
  8. BlackHat Man

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    yea i totally agree. especially with the whole range of mental conditions, anxiety, depression, adhd, and the list goes on.

    in fact they sell meth and cocaine to kids with adhd.

    i still regret to this day for taking antidepressants... stupid fucked up western world.... its all about the money, and fuck the people.

    i feel sorry for my mom coz shes on painkillers and antidepressants... :( coz her dad was an asshole apparently :( :(

    and also at the time i was a vulnerable teenager and led to belive that these pills are safe... i fucking hate physciatrists. go see a physcologist if you have problems. trust me.
     
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