- Mar 22, 2013
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Unfortunately forums seem to be dead, so i doubt ill find a health forum to get help. Theres just reddit, but its not the same there. Its blank, theres no love there.
Also the search engines are dead as far as getting the truth goes. Its all marketing results and what they dont consider fake news results. But most real shit isnt in the marketing or the "real news" vetted by some nazi leftist piece of shit.
I remember about 10 years ago when i had HPV and found a forum about natural health, and it was quite active. The people on there saved my life in a way. Also the search engines then gave results about stuff. Now the good results are either from 2012 or reddit. Everything else is just a jerkoff. I dont know...
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Long story short, im fast approaching zero. Got my own place, furnished it, a decent car, cash, cryptos, decent acceptable monthly profits. My sense of order is almost content. We got out safety, security, safety net, peace of mind.
But i didnt start chasing money for putting my life in order, i started it for my health. But at some point i realized i better get my life in order first. I feel better returning to my home after a surgery or any health procedure than to a rented apartment. Ill heal better with my mind's main worries out of the picture.
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What ive done so far for health reasons is all the "passive" steps i could think of.
- i did not buy a microwave
- i stopped consuming sugar, i switched to honey (this still isnt great, but its better)
- all my home cleaning products are bio/organic with no chemicals
- all my washing machine and dishwasher products are bio/organic with no chemicals
- all my body wash and care products are bio/organic with no chemicals
-- the bio/organic business is because i feel like all these products we use on a daily basis for cleaning our homes and washing our homes and ourselves are ultimately poisonous for our bodies. Sure, only a very tiny amount of my dishwashing liquid or my washing powder will end up in my body, but i figure, microdosing myself with 5,000 poisonous little chemicals for 30 years straight can only end badly. It all ends up in the body. The body has to filter it. The body struggles, its getting killed over here. We dont want that.
- i bought a shower head with a charcoal filter. I tested it by pouring water from the kitchen and bathroom sink in a glass and smelling it immediately. There was a faint chlorine-like smell in both cases. Then i did the same using the water that goes through and comes out of the shower head, and there was no smell. I had my cousin come over and do the same test, and she smelled the same thing. So i confirmed, the shower head actually works.
- the milk i consume is gluten free and whatnot, and i often buy organic
- i store all my edible crap in glass jars and bottles, and all my plates and cutlery are not plastic. I rarely if ever buy plastic water bottles or anything that comes in plastic. I do what i can on this one.
- i dont smoke in my bedroom. Im trying to reduce smoking overall (and dont give me no shit about smoking you primitive fucks. You use smoking as a black sheep scapegoat to blame all your cancers and shit on, while i just see it as a piece of a very big puzzle. Yes its a horrible habit, no question, but its not the hitler society makes it to be. Its like, baby hitler)
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Things i still plan on doing.
- cut down or quit smoking as much as i can
- buy a water filter for my drinking water
- start taking supplements. I dont know which ones, its complicated...
- start exercising. I dont know what exercises and how much. Its complicated.
- start eating more quality food. I dont exactly know what kind, how much of what and when, its complicated
I dont know at this point. Get more sun exposure? Go to a sauna regularly? Put my feet in warm salt water regularly? You know, detox. I dont know.
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And this isnt a lifestyle thing. That word, lifestyle, its like, go fuck yourself and your lifestyle. I dont like that word. For me this is war and i do what i gotta do to win. If you wanna talk lifestyle give me tons of weed and ill chain smoke it alone at home and after feeling good for a few weeks ill then start feeling shitty and depreessed all the time until i stop.
The point of why i do it is because i need to bring my body to the best state to where it can heal and regenerate as quickly and effectively as possible.
And this is because i need to fix things. Health things. And almost all of it is due to a motorbike accident i had when i was 18 years old.
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Which brings me to the actual scary part. Most doctor, like most people, are completely useless. Should not be allowed to practice anything of substance. Electricians, car mechanics, doctors, i ban 99% of all of them from doing these jobs. Go be a dishwasher or clean snow or do something which when you do it and fuck it up you wont ruin someones life, maybe even forever in case of doctors.
Hopefully Artificial Intelligence comes along one day and replaces doctors and then you can be sure any surgery you do will be done with the highest level of competence and precision... Like God himself did it!
But until that happens, and seeing as i cant afford the Billy medical professionals, im gonna have to find a few doctors. And they lie and theyre incompetent and theyll chop you up and stitch you up and put you down for the money. Plus the internet is of little help nowadays.
This puts me in a frozen position. Where the fuck to go. Im thinking Germany or Israel. I have a certain level of trust in Germans and Jews and their perfectionism. I put the US here too, but its out of my budget, and i probably couldnt even get a visa to go there anyway.
Cant trust any former Slavic countries or any country that had communism in recent history or currently, because they come from taking a hammer and smashing the problem with it, instead of taking a needle and a little baby hammer and delicatly hitting the problem on all sides bit by bit until you mold it into the most perfectly solved problem possible.
Cant trust black doctors because i can never know if they got there on merit or affirmative action and leftist liberalism. Dont blame me, blame the system for this, i gotta do what i gotta do to ensure i get the best chances for a successful solution.
In fact, id probably not go to any non-caucasian doctor, because i can never know if they dont harbor some sort of racist thoughts against a caucasian such as myself. Thoughts which may consciously or even subconsciously make them fuck my shit up. And i only get 1 shot at fixing my shit.
Id also stay away from women, for the same reason as blacks, because i can never know if theyre there because of merit or the kindness of the world and the whole man/woman attraction crap.
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Yeah, id probably get super hot hate for my words. But i dont give a shit. This is serious for me. I cant allow political correctness or any human bullshit affect my decision. I only get one shot, and it has to be the one that gives me the highest chances of success.
I wasnt planning of making this thread, as i never do. It just happens...
So...
In theory its simple. Get myself in a peak healthy state, then find a plastic surgeon, fix my nose, and get my breathing back. In practice its a fucking minefield.
Broken nose and a failed surgery, big toe on my leg where the bone didnt heal right, busted knee with chronic numbness on the skin there, broken index finger bone didnt heal right, a little scar on one hand, a few other minor things. It all has to get fixed goddamnit!!!
But like i remember once i told a dermatologist about my knee being always numb, and very painful if pressure is applied on it. He did a fucking hand test. He put his hand over my knee, than my other knee, then concluded one is colder than the other, and told me to buy a cream.
No! No no no! Stop it! What are you doing? We need scans. We need 3D and 4D and 5D and lasers and microscopes and every fucking layer of the skin and underneath the skin examined, every nerve and micronerve and nerve ending and hair folicle in the area. We need to figure out EXACTLY what the fucking problem is and then we need lasers and electricity and stem cells and fucking baby fetuses or whatever the fuck to stimulate nerve regrowth and restore the feeling to that skin there! Or if its not a skin and nerve issue, then we need to know, is it bone? Cartilage? What is the problem, exactly?!!!
But you go to the doctor and its, like, a fucking warm/cold hand test, and it makes you wonder, did i travel back in time or something? What are we doing here? This is depressing...
Meh...
Also the search engines are dead as far as getting the truth goes. Its all marketing results and what they dont consider fake news results. But most real shit isnt in the marketing or the "real news" vetted by some nazi leftist piece of shit.
I remember about 10 years ago when i had HPV and found a forum about natural health, and it was quite active. The people on there saved my life in a way. Also the search engines then gave results about stuff. Now the good results are either from 2012 or reddit. Everything else is just a jerkoff. I dont know...
---
Long story short, im fast approaching zero. Got my own place, furnished it, a decent car, cash, cryptos, decent acceptable monthly profits. My sense of order is almost content. We got out safety, security, safety net, peace of mind.
But i didnt start chasing money for putting my life in order, i started it for my health. But at some point i realized i better get my life in order first. I feel better returning to my home after a surgery or any health procedure than to a rented apartment. Ill heal better with my mind's main worries out of the picture.
---
What ive done so far for health reasons is all the "passive" steps i could think of.
- i did not buy a microwave
- i stopped consuming sugar, i switched to honey (this still isnt great, but its better)
- all my home cleaning products are bio/organic with no chemicals
- all my washing machine and dishwasher products are bio/organic with no chemicals
- all my body wash and care products are bio/organic with no chemicals
-- the bio/organic business is because i feel like all these products we use on a daily basis for cleaning our homes and washing our homes and ourselves are ultimately poisonous for our bodies. Sure, only a very tiny amount of my dishwashing liquid or my washing powder will end up in my body, but i figure, microdosing myself with 5,000 poisonous little chemicals for 30 years straight can only end badly. It all ends up in the body. The body has to filter it. The body struggles, its getting killed over here. We dont want that.
- i bought a shower head with a charcoal filter. I tested it by pouring water from the kitchen and bathroom sink in a glass and smelling it immediately. There was a faint chlorine-like smell in both cases. Then i did the same using the water that goes through and comes out of the shower head, and there was no smell. I had my cousin come over and do the same test, and she smelled the same thing. So i confirmed, the shower head actually works.
- the milk i consume is gluten free and whatnot, and i often buy organic
- i store all my edible crap in glass jars and bottles, and all my plates and cutlery are not plastic. I rarely if ever buy plastic water bottles or anything that comes in plastic. I do what i can on this one.
- i dont smoke in my bedroom. Im trying to reduce smoking overall (and dont give me no shit about smoking you primitive fucks. You use smoking as a black sheep scapegoat to blame all your cancers and shit on, while i just see it as a piece of a very big puzzle. Yes its a horrible habit, no question, but its not the hitler society makes it to be. Its like, baby hitler)
---
Things i still plan on doing.
- cut down or quit smoking as much as i can
- buy a water filter for my drinking water
- start taking supplements. I dont know which ones, its complicated...
- start exercising. I dont know what exercises and how much. Its complicated.
- start eating more quality food. I dont exactly know what kind, how much of what and when, its complicated
I dont know at this point. Get more sun exposure? Go to a sauna regularly? Put my feet in warm salt water regularly? You know, detox. I dont know.
---
And this isnt a lifestyle thing. That word, lifestyle, its like, go fuck yourself and your lifestyle. I dont like that word. For me this is war and i do what i gotta do to win. If you wanna talk lifestyle give me tons of weed and ill chain smoke it alone at home and after feeling good for a few weeks ill then start feeling shitty and depreessed all the time until i stop.
The point of why i do it is because i need to bring my body to the best state to where it can heal and regenerate as quickly and effectively as possible.
And this is because i need to fix things. Health things. And almost all of it is due to a motorbike accident i had when i was 18 years old.
---
Which brings me to the actual scary part. Most doctor, like most people, are completely useless. Should not be allowed to practice anything of substance. Electricians, car mechanics, doctors, i ban 99% of all of them from doing these jobs. Go be a dishwasher or clean snow or do something which when you do it and fuck it up you wont ruin someones life, maybe even forever in case of doctors.
Hopefully Artificial Intelligence comes along one day and replaces doctors and then you can be sure any surgery you do will be done with the highest level of competence and precision... Like God himself did it!
But until that happens, and seeing as i cant afford the Billy medical professionals, im gonna have to find a few doctors. And they lie and theyre incompetent and theyll chop you up and stitch you up and put you down for the money. Plus the internet is of little help nowadays.
This puts me in a frozen position. Where the fuck to go. Im thinking Germany or Israel. I have a certain level of trust in Germans and Jews and their perfectionism. I put the US here too, but its out of my budget, and i probably couldnt even get a visa to go there anyway.
Cant trust any former Slavic countries or any country that had communism in recent history or currently, because they come from taking a hammer and smashing the problem with it, instead of taking a needle and a little baby hammer and delicatly hitting the problem on all sides bit by bit until you mold it into the most perfectly solved problem possible.
Cant trust black doctors because i can never know if they got there on merit or affirmative action and leftist liberalism. Dont blame me, blame the system for this, i gotta do what i gotta do to ensure i get the best chances for a successful solution.
In fact, id probably not go to any non-caucasian doctor, because i can never know if they dont harbor some sort of racist thoughts against a caucasian such as myself. Thoughts which may consciously or even subconsciously make them fuck my shit up. And i only get 1 shot at fixing my shit.
Id also stay away from women, for the same reason as blacks, because i can never know if theyre there because of merit or the kindness of the world and the whole man/woman attraction crap.
---
Yeah, id probably get super hot hate for my words. But i dont give a shit. This is serious for me. I cant allow political correctness or any human bullshit affect my decision. I only get one shot, and it has to be the one that gives me the highest chances of success.
I wasnt planning of making this thread, as i never do. It just happens...
So...
In theory its simple. Get myself in a peak healthy state, then find a plastic surgeon, fix my nose, and get my breathing back. In practice its a fucking minefield.
Broken nose and a failed surgery, big toe on my leg where the bone didnt heal right, busted knee with chronic numbness on the skin there, broken index finger bone didnt heal right, a little scar on one hand, a few other minor things. It all has to get fixed goddamnit!!!
But like i remember once i told a dermatologist about my knee being always numb, and very painful if pressure is applied on it. He did a fucking hand test. He put his hand over my knee, than my other knee, then concluded one is colder than the other, and told me to buy a cream.
No! No no no! Stop it! What are you doing? We need scans. We need 3D and 4D and 5D and lasers and microscopes and every fucking layer of the skin and underneath the skin examined, every nerve and micronerve and nerve ending and hair folicle in the area. We need to figure out EXACTLY what the fucking problem is and then we need lasers and electricity and stem cells and fucking baby fetuses or whatever the fuck to stimulate nerve regrowth and restore the feeling to that skin there! Or if its not a skin and nerve issue, then we need to know, is it bone? Cartilage? What is the problem, exactly?!!!
But you go to the doctor and its, like, a fucking warm/cold hand test, and it makes you wonder, did i travel back in time or something? What are we doing here? This is depressing...
Meh...
