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- Jan 11, 2021
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About a month ago one of my stupid friends who’s into occult science finally got me to attend a ritual like one of those old seance you might have seen in old films. Initially it didn’t seem so creepy, as he is an avid fan of buddhism and it was an eastern tantric ceremony to induce necromancy, according to him, which made it a little more colourful. I’m not sure about the specifics but there were a number of bizarre objects there, unusal crystals, idols, some quite conventional eastern objects, others not so much. The beautiful aromas of sandalwood and saffron incense he lit and some really finely crafted buddhist artwork really put my mind at ease, that complimented the few beers one of my friends managed to smuggle from his parents stores that we all enjoyed even more.
This guy owns his own antique and magical artifact store and we were in his basement chilling. There were five of us in total and we were mellow, felt like an early halloween party, it seemed tame, no apparition appeared, he seemed about bummed out about it bit the rest of us didn’t seem surprised and thanked him for a entertaining night and went on our way.
A week into it though, I didn’t really feel myself anymore. Strange things began to happen. I started getting insomnia first, something which hasn’t ever happened except nights before an exam. Then when I did get some sleeping I started getting nightmares.
Strange things around the neighbourhood were happening - my neighbours dog barking all night for no reason, birds flying into my window or even straight at me. Yes you read that right.... This happened not once but twice over the course of a month. I literally stepped out my front door and a robin flew straight at my head from the other side of the garden squawking like it was in to attack mode, i spat my coffee out seeing this and then it just flinched mid air and flew away, and then exact same thing happened about ten days later this time with a pigeon. It’s as if the birds were in a trance flying at me. About a week ago I heard an enormous thud against the dining room window and get this, it was an eagle, an actual golden eagle, it’s wingspan was enormous had somehow managed to find it’s way in a small corner outside my suburban home into too adjacent windows. A while later, on the same day I stepped onto the balcony and saw shadow from a corner of my eye. I turned and saw a falcon literally inches from me that looked me straight in the eye, within a blink it was gone again. A black cat came and perched itself on my window frame. I have never seen it before. I woke up one morning and it was still sitting there. I felt sorry for it so I put out a bowl of milk which it made quick work of and I didn’t see it again.
Now things are getting really peculiar though. I feel a heavy force around me, wrapped around me like an invisible python squeezing my body and I can visibly see my fingers moving on there own if I don’t fight it, and my breathing can become heavy as I feel a sense of restriction, this isn’t a physical illness I can still workout and function normally but even then I feel this, this, presence, like I mean literally feel it around me. My habits are changing. I used to hate drinking alcohol but day before yesterday I drank a whole 75cl bottle of vodka for absolutely no reason. But most scary of all is the way my girlfriend acts around me as of late. She used to be really a really gentle mild mannered girl, light-hearted and we used to hang out, play cod together etc but sex was never really on the fore-front of her mind but now she’s changed she’s literally horny all the time around me. But the look, most of all it’s the look in her eyes that scares me. They are cold, stern and seductive, whenever she’s around me, not innocent and full of warmth like usual. And when she talks to me with an almost foreign tone of voice, it’s as if she’s not actually talking to me but something just over my shoulder , like she is being entranced by something. When ever there is a third-party she become normal though.
I called my friend the wannabe tantric guy who caused this and he told me to meditate, do breathing exercises and stay away from all kinds of drugs especially stimulants including coffee whilst he ‘looks into a remedy’. So basically he doesn’t even know how to sort his own shit and i’m stuck with this whatever it is.
Yesterday I had a dream about my gf, she was sleeping next to me with her back to me, she was whispering something to herself, there was a dim light from the lighting outside so I could just about make out the outline of her wavy hair, when I asked her what she said, she let out a giggle and slowly turned almost unnaturally to face me and what I saw was truly traumatising... a maniacal grin on her face and her eyes, they were completely black. The white area of the eyes was not there. Just totally black.
I was so freaked out I have avoided calling her all day and she hasn’t called me even though she’s been checking her whatsapp, when usually she wishes me good morning everyday. Wtf.
I don’t what the heck is going but this thing around my body is at it as I type, I noticed I can’t keep my body still if I do then it tends smother me into almost involuntary movement, not just my fingers and hands bit also my head now. I feel something is trying to take over my body.
Who the hell can I tell without sounding like a moron or mad? I just don’t know, does anyone know about this kind of stuff. I don’t know what to do.
This guy owns his own antique and magical artifact store and we were in his basement chilling. There were five of us in total and we were mellow, felt like an early halloween party, it seemed tame, no apparition appeared, he seemed about bummed out about it bit the rest of us didn’t seem surprised and thanked him for a entertaining night and went on our way.
A week into it though, I didn’t really feel myself anymore. Strange things began to happen. I started getting insomnia first, something which hasn’t ever happened except nights before an exam. Then when I did get some sleeping I started getting nightmares.
Strange things around the neighbourhood were happening - my neighbours dog barking all night for no reason, birds flying into my window or even straight at me. Yes you read that right.... This happened not once but twice over the course of a month. I literally stepped out my front door and a robin flew straight at my head from the other side of the garden squawking like it was in to attack mode, i spat my coffee out seeing this and then it just flinched mid air and flew away, and then exact same thing happened about ten days later this time with a pigeon. It’s as if the birds were in a trance flying at me. About a week ago I heard an enormous thud against the dining room window and get this, it was an eagle, an actual golden eagle, it’s wingspan was enormous had somehow managed to find it’s way in a small corner outside my suburban home into too adjacent windows. A while later, on the same day I stepped onto the balcony and saw shadow from a corner of my eye. I turned and saw a falcon literally inches from me that looked me straight in the eye, within a blink it was gone again. A black cat came and perched itself on my window frame. I have never seen it before. I woke up one morning and it was still sitting there. I felt sorry for it so I put out a bowl of milk which it made quick work of and I didn’t see it again.
Now things are getting really peculiar though. I feel a heavy force around me, wrapped around me like an invisible python squeezing my body and I can visibly see my fingers moving on there own if I don’t fight it, and my breathing can become heavy as I feel a sense of restriction, this isn’t a physical illness I can still workout and function normally but even then I feel this, this, presence, like I mean literally feel it around me. My habits are changing. I used to hate drinking alcohol but day before yesterday I drank a whole 75cl bottle of vodka for absolutely no reason. But most scary of all is the way my girlfriend acts around me as of late. She used to be really a really gentle mild mannered girl, light-hearted and we used to hang out, play cod together etc but sex was never really on the fore-front of her mind but now she’s changed she’s literally horny all the time around me. But the look, most of all it’s the look in her eyes that scares me. They are cold, stern and seductive, whenever she’s around me, not innocent and full of warmth like usual. And when she talks to me with an almost foreign tone of voice, it’s as if she’s not actually talking to me but something just over my shoulder , like she is being entranced by something. When ever there is a third-party she become normal though.
I called my friend the wannabe tantric guy who caused this and he told me to meditate, do breathing exercises and stay away from all kinds of drugs especially stimulants including coffee whilst he ‘looks into a remedy’. So basically he doesn’t even know how to sort his own shit and i’m stuck with this whatever it is.
Yesterday I had a dream about my gf, she was sleeping next to me with her back to me, she was whispering something to herself, there was a dim light from the lighting outside so I could just about make out the outline of her wavy hair, when I asked her what she said, she let out a giggle and slowly turned almost unnaturally to face me and what I saw was truly traumatising... a maniacal grin on her face and her eyes, they were completely black. The white area of the eyes was not there. Just totally black.
I was so freaked out I have avoided calling her all day and she hasn’t called me even though she’s been checking her whatsapp, when usually she wishes me good morning everyday. Wtf.
I don’t what the heck is going but this thing around my body is at it as I type, I noticed I can’t keep my body still if I do then it tends smother me into almost involuntary movement, not just my fingers and hands bit also my head now. I feel something is trying to take over my body.
Who the hell can I tell without sounding like a moron or mad? I just don’t know, does anyone know about this kind of stuff. I don’t know what to do.
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