Brute Marketing
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- Nov 26, 2017
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Long story short "cool story bro!" Feel free to skip everything after this line.
A little about me. I was in the solo ad game. I was doing GREAT better than great. 5k a week and investing half back in for growth. Along comes girl. Girl has lots of needs. I end up going down a slippery path investing in her. My income started to take a drastic turn. She left. She leaves me for some guy in Miami that was doing as good as I was and have not heard from her since.
Not all is lost I am still netting 1.5k a week. Then my mother dies of cancer. I am struggling to even get out of bed. My income dips to but my most loyal customers. At about 500 a week. Then my sister dies of a drug overdose. The person I was closest to in this life. The person no matter how bad I messed up she always had my back. I lost the will to go on and fight.
Savior: A guy I know who owns a lot of motels hires me room and a few dollars a week. Not much but enough to scrape by. Now a year later saving as much as possible I finally got my LLC back. My business bank account is in the positive and my paypal is looking in good shape no limits lol.
Or was he? Now everyday he tries to tell me how much of a f**** up I am. I am starting to believe it. I made a lot of poor choices to lose everything. He is absolutely right I am a f**** up. I don't want to be. I want to be back where I was. I want to be again the guy that everyone respected and women wanted to be with. (Wait wait that was what got me in this mess) Okay so I just don't want to be a f**** up anymore. I still want my income back but I think first I have to learn how to not be a f*** up and how to be worth something as I feel worthless least that is how he makes me feels past few weeks. Funny two years ago he was asking me for advice and now he is superior to me. I guess he has good reason to be as he is my boss and I am alive by his grace. Yet I do not want to feel that way.
All I have everything is based on one person who at a moments notice can say hey you are too much of a f***** up get lost. This scares me especially since after today after he told me that it mentally beat me down and could not say so I sent him a text telling him any failure on the job that happens while I am running is because you will not show me the right way but just tell me I am a f**** up. I continued on to tell him I want to be better. I want to learn as everything he can teach me I can carry on no matter where I go. That he was wrong for not teaching me. My boss does not like to be told he is wrong. PERIOD. So good chance on Friday he will tell me to get lost. I guess then I will be homeless. Then again I could be wrong he might take what I say to heart. He might try and work with me a bit more to teach me how to handle things better.
So this is what I hope to learn here at BHW
1. How to not be a f*** up
2. How to get back to where I was as quickly as possible just in case my boss decides to fire me. Or at least enough to pay my bills in case something happens. (rent is 225 a week and my grocery/hygiene/household runs about 100 a week. Right now I am living off of free rent and 125.00 a week and have got my finances straight by saving up 25.00 every week)
So sound off BHW. #War #BeastmodeActivated
A little about me. I was in the solo ad game. I was doing GREAT better than great. 5k a week and investing half back in for growth. Along comes girl. Girl has lots of needs. I end up going down a slippery path investing in her. My income started to take a drastic turn. She left. She leaves me for some guy in Miami that was doing as good as I was and have not heard from her since.
Not all is lost I am still netting 1.5k a week. Then my mother dies of cancer. I am struggling to even get out of bed. My income dips to but my most loyal customers. At about 500 a week. Then my sister dies of a drug overdose. The person I was closest to in this life. The person no matter how bad I messed up she always had my back. I lost the will to go on and fight.
Savior: A guy I know who owns a lot of motels hires me room and a few dollars a week. Not much but enough to scrape by. Now a year later saving as much as possible I finally got my LLC back. My business bank account is in the positive and my paypal is looking in good shape no limits lol.
Or was he? Now everyday he tries to tell me how much of a f**** up I am. I am starting to believe it. I made a lot of poor choices to lose everything. He is absolutely right I am a f**** up. I don't want to be. I want to be back where I was. I want to be again the guy that everyone respected and women wanted to be with. (Wait wait that was what got me in this mess) Okay so I just don't want to be a f**** up anymore. I still want my income back but I think first I have to learn how to not be a f*** up and how to be worth something as I feel worthless least that is how he makes me feels past few weeks. Funny two years ago he was asking me for advice and now he is superior to me. I guess he has good reason to be as he is my boss and I am alive by his grace. Yet I do not want to feel that way.
All I have everything is based on one person who at a moments notice can say hey you are too much of a f***** up get lost. This scares me especially since after today after he told me that it mentally beat me down and could not say so I sent him a text telling him any failure on the job that happens while I am running is because you will not show me the right way but just tell me I am a f**** up. I continued on to tell him I want to be better. I want to learn as everything he can teach me I can carry on no matter where I go. That he was wrong for not teaching me. My boss does not like to be told he is wrong. PERIOD. So good chance on Friday he will tell me to get lost. I guess then I will be homeless. Then again I could be wrong he might take what I say to heart. He might try and work with me a bit more to teach me how to handle things better.
So this is what I hope to learn here at BHW
1. How to not be a f*** up
2. How to get back to where I was as quickly as possible just in case my boss decides to fire me. Or at least enough to pay my bills in case something happens. (rent is 225 a week and my grocery/hygiene/household runs about 100 a week. Right now I am living off of free rent and 125.00 a week and have got my finances straight by saving up 25.00 every week)
So sound off BHW. #War #BeastmodeActivated
