For the past 4 days I have been working non stop on my project. I am making an e-commerce website. The thing is, I am a hobbyist programmer and I am designing and coding it from scratch (including backend cart). I have never worked personally on such a 'big' project myself, I am a simple construction worker on 2 week holidays. I have thoughts constantly crossing my mind like, what if I somehow fuck up the cart and people will be able to place orders without paying. What if the customer pays and somehow I do not register it because something went wrong somewhere. What if it DOES work out, what do I do then? The website is for a big part automated since I have to go back to my regular job in 2 weeks time. One minute I think this is it, this is the idea/niche I have been waiting for, if this works out I can quit my regular job and focus on the things I like. The next minute I think there's no way this will work, what am I even doing, but I can't stop now since I've put so much time in this. I am on an emotional roller coaster to be honest and had to express my thoughts somewhere. Well, it's time to go back to 'work' now.